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Today was the last day of school. I didn't really feel like going to school today but I did anyways bc I wouldn't get to see my friends for the last time before I move.
I really did enjoy this year unlike 5th and 6th grade which I erased from my mind bc they were my most stressful years in middle school. This year was different tho, I got over my anxiety the first few weeks in, the year before i went to therapy bc stress took over me and i felt like I wasn't going to make it through this year. But I did it. I met new friends, I talked to people more, I even got into sports which I never thought I'd do but all the good things I've built up are now going to waste bc im moving.
I'll have to talk to people I've never talked to, I'll have to be the new kid and go back to being lonely and quiet. It sucks. I wish I could stay here even though I don't like it here, I just feel so trapped in not being able to go anywhere because everything is so far away.
I am happy that I'm moving, I'm helping my mom with what she needs help with and my dad with his new, better job but I'll miss my life here, my childhood. I have made so many memories I can remember all the small things that have happened. I remember playing outside with my neighbor, scraping my knee on the cement when I was trying to learn to ride a bike going to school with all my friends up till now.
I'll try to do that in my new school, but I know it won't be the same.
To everyone that I didn't say goodbye to, good bye I hope we can see each other again soon. I'll miss you. Good luck next year make, new friends, try new things and update me on what happens at school I want to know how you are all doing. :)
