Daniel woke up to the sun shinning through the window and the unbearable pounding of head.
He groaned in discomfort. He made a mental note to minimize his drinking next time.
"fuck" he rubbed his forehead and sat upright
His heart began rapidly beating as he was greeted by a change in surroundings from his usual bedroom.
"Where am I?"
"What happened last night?"
"Did Louise and Chris make sure I was alright?"
"Am I going to regret my actions from last night?"
His mind was swarmed with questions. They were mildly answered by the stirring body next to him.
"What the fuck? Phil?" Daniel shook his head in disbelief "no no no no this can't be happening."
"What happened last night?" Daniel dreaded these words coming out of his mouth because he knew it would be something he'd regret
"you were shitfaced drunk and crying about your bitchy ex and we kissed"
Daniel rubbed his temples trying to recall the memories of last night.
salty tears
love bites
euphoric change
"What else did we do besides kiss?"
"Nothing"
Daniel released an inner sigh of relief, like an anvil had been lifted off his back.
"How did we get here...in bed together?"
"We were both exhausted and PJ said we could crash in his guest room"
Daniel thought about the repercussions that were to happen if anyone from school found out about what had happened.
Rumors. Reputations. Lies.
"I have to go" Daniel shook his head in disbelief exiting the scene
Daniel rapidly texted his friends out of sheer anger. He could feel the indignation shooting through his finger tips and into his phone screen.
daniel: Thanks for leaving me :)
daniel: Whilst I was vulnerable and under the influence :)
daniel: I hate you cunts :)
louise: OMG
chris: DANIEL
daniel: Meet at my house
daniel: NOW
louise: IM SORRY PLEASE
chris: HEY ON THE BRIGHT SIDE
chris: AT LEAST WE ARE HERE FOR YOUR FIRST HANG OVER ;)
daniel: ...
daniel: I fucking hate you guys
Chris and Louise were so going to pay for this.
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"You kissed him?" Louise asked with wide eyes
"Yes...." Daniel trailed off
"Oh my god Daniel, I'm so sorry we left you. It's our fault. No it's my fault, I'm the one that got you to drink. You wouldn't have been so vulnerable if I encourage you to take those shots" Chris immediately apologized
"No, it's my fault." Louise interjected "I was the one that brought the party up to Daniel. If I never mentioned it you wouldn't have gotten drunk and had a regretful hook up with the person you hate the most on this planet."
Daniel was ready to yell at his friends for leaving him to his own devices, but he saw the genuine regret in their eyes, begging him for forgiveness. He couldn't.
"Okay calm down guys. I'm fine. It was all me who did it. You guys didn't force me one bit, it was on myself." He reassured them "
This stays between us though"
"Of course, is there any way we can help you?" Louise asked
"I'm fine, I think I just need time to myself to rest"
"Feel better mate." Chris said whilst the two left
After everything Daniel just needed to take some advil and sleep.
He took off his lavender top from the previous night to reveal a trail of hickeys all over his neck and collarbones.
Hair pulling.
Soft lips.
Gentle roughness.
Daniel shook his head in regret, as if it would help him forget.
But he was introduced to yet another problem.
"Shit." He murmured to himself
He had left his lilac flower crown at PJ's house. The boy sighed, he didn't want to go back to the last night's scene. Instead, he just curled up in the comfort of his own bed and decided to get his flower crown another day.
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Irreconcilable // Phan
Fanfic"I'll only break your heart" "It would be an honor to have my heart broken by you"
