Attention (Twice Fanfiction) (Hiatus)

Ch.1 - You and I

My name is Song Joohyun I'm 21 years old and currently I'm standing in front of her apartment staring at the now closed door that was slammed in my face. I couldn't understand why she would slam the door in my face when she was the one that called me over here. Did I say something wrong? We were having a really nice talk despite the break up before she got upset and kicked me out. I scratched the nape of my neck and turned on my heels to leave. As I was walking towards the stairwell I heard her shout my name.

"Where are you going? Come back" I turned and saw Seolhyun smiling at me.

Kim Seolhyun is my ex girlfriend who I'm still very much in love with. I think she knows that I still have feelings for her which is why she thinks she can do what she wants with me. I know how she thinks I've known her for 4 years of my life. She told me she needed space when she broke up with me last year tell me that she needs space but yet here we are. I know she's doing this to mess with me just for all the attention I give her. Love turns even the smartest people turn to fools. I'm just hanging onto the lingering hope that she'd come back to me.

"You obviously don't want me here so I'm gonna go home," I put my hands in my hoodie.

"Of course I want you here with me. I love you silly," she flashed me that sweet smile that I adore.

"If you do then why aren't we together?" I asked walking back into her apartment.

"We've talked about this, I told you I just need some space" she closed the door as I stood in front of her.

"If that's the case shouldn't we actually be apart then" I showed my blank expression.

"I don't want to be apart from you though," I felt her arms wrap around my neck pulling me close.

She leaned in and planted her lips on mine and kissed me slowly. I quickly responded to her kisses as I felt her hand slide into my hoodie. I shivered feeling her cold hands glide across my skin making me tense up a bit. I felt her fingers trace over my toned stomach as she deepened the kiss nibbling on my bottom lip. I soon felt her hands leave my stomach then hearing the sound of a zipper. She held my hand slid it into her now open jeans closing the small space between us. Her arms wrapped back around my neck grinding into my hand to create some friction. So this is what you wanted when you called me over. I pulled my hand out of her jeans and pried my lips away from hers'.

"Why'd you stop?" she groaned frustrated.

"You only called me over because you were horny," I frowned at her.

"I wanted to spend some time with you but if we do it then that's a pus," she tried to kiss me again but I dodged her lips which landed on my neck.

She pecked kisses along my neck holding onto my hoodie to prevent me from moving.

"Seolhyun, why do you keep doing this to me?" I asked letting out a tired sigh.

"What do you mean?" she tilted her head cutely.

"Why do you always get my hopes up just to shut me down every time. Am I just your sex buddy of something!" I was annoyed and hurt.

"Joohyun-ah, I love you but I just need time" she stepped closer.

I stepped back away from her to keep the distance. She kept coming forward taking of pieces of clothing until she was left in her underwear. I kept backing up until I fell back onto her sofa. As I was about to get up she sat down on my abdomen staring down at me. Her eyes were full of lust even the way she smiled came out sexy.

"I think you and I need time apart actually away from each other because your just stringing me along. Your playing with my feelings for you and it hurts Seolhyun" I covered my face with my arm.

Seolhyun kissed me as I let a tear slip. It almost feels like she actually still loves me but maybe I'm just being delusional. I detached myself from her. She tried to pull me back to her but I resisted greatly. In the end she gave up kissing my lips to nibbling on my neck.

"Stop," my voice was stern.

I continued to tell her to stop but she wasn't listening to a word I said so I pressed on her soft spot making her let out a moan. I looked at her face she was blushing like mad as she grinds against my stomach letting out moans. Her moans were clouding my senses. This is bad. The love of my life was moaning out my name and looking me in the eyes. She really knows how to get what she wants.

"Ah..Joohyun-ah...please touch me" she moaned out still grinding into me.

Damn this is really riling me up. I don't think I can take this anymore. I flipped her on her back and went to work on her body teasing her before I gave her what she really wanted.

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You done did it now Joohyun-ah. You let her use your feelings to get what she wanted again. Your so stupid! I sighed out and rubbed my tired eyes. I looked at the sleeping figure beside me. She looked so innocent asleep like how she was when I first met her. I stood up from her bed and put on my clothes. I walked into the bathroom and looked at my reflection. I had hickeys on my neck. I could feel stinging on my pack so I took off my hoodie to see what it was. I was shocked to see the claw marks raked across my back. Looks like I was mauled.

"Sorry about that," I was startled by the sudden voice.

I turned to look at her holding my hoodie in my hand. She was wearing one of her robes.

"Look like you mauled me," I chuckled.

"What can I say you really went to town on me earlier without any breaks in between," she giggled.

"Let me clean them since I did it," she offered holding up a first aid kit.

Seolhyun cleaned my cuts and applied some ointment to prevent scarring. When she was done I put my hoodie back on and turned to face her. She kissed me softly and sweetly. I ended the kiss with small short pecks. She smiled shyly at me hugging me close. I miss this. I miss her.

"I'm going to head home now. I'll see you in class tomorrow," I pulled away from her embrace.

"What's the rush? Do you have other plans?" she glared at me.

"I think it's best I leave this is just giving me false hope. Plus we're not even together so If I do have plans it shouldn't concern you" I sighed out.

"Your mine alone," her voice deepened.

I stared at her before flicking her forehead, "Whatever, bye unnie."

I left Seollhyun apartment and got on my motorcycle that was parked on the street. I drove to the bookstore since I need scantrons for tomorrow. I walked inside and went straight to the back of the store to pick the things I need. I waited in line to cash my stuff so I could go home. When I walked up to the counter I was digging in my wallet for my card. I set the stuff down still trying to find my card.

"That'll be $12.23" a female voice said making me look up.

She was gorgous. Her black hair fell loosely on her shoulders, her pink lips had a natural pout and gawd when she smiled it made my heart flutter. Who is she?

"$12.13?" she said again making me jump out of my trance.

"Oh sorry, here you go" I handed her my debit card nervously laughing as she smiled at me.

"It's okay I space out often too. That's why manager unnie always yells at me," she giggled bagging my items.

How can her voice just pull me in and that cute giggle don't get me started with her smile. She has this adorable aura around her but I could tell there was something else about her. She handed me my now bagged items smiling at me.

"Thank you," I smiled taking the bag.

"Have a nice night," she smiled cutely making me grin.

I started to head for the door but I turned my body to look at her. Should I introduce myself? Would she think I'm weird? I saw her conversing with the customer who was behind me the same way. I guess she does that too all customers I'd only make her uncomfortable. I turned back and walked to my bike and drove home.