F*ck the world

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by -XoxoJinx-

by -XoxoJinx-

After ages of pondering And about 7 cups of coffee I had come up with my eyes when lyrics from a song that was on struck me
Grit your teeth,
Pull your hair,
Paint the walls black And scream "fuck the world"

Was the lyrics that struck me. Fuck the world. Fuck everything. Fuck what anyone says. I pull out my phone And look at the number. My hand hovers over the screen while my mind is screaming in a internal war with myself. The only reason I finally clicked 'call' was because my hand actually fell onto the phone due to exhaustion from hovering for so long. I heard the irritating noise as the phone rung. Eventually a quiet voice picked up
"Jinx?" They ask shocked And with a croaky voice like they'd been crying for days
"Yeah... fuck the world" I said with a smile
"What do you mean?" He asks sounding confused
"Fuck the world. I don't give a shit what anyone says" I tell him smiling widely. A feeling of self accomplishment washed over me as he tried to figure out what I meant
"Jinx are you drunk? You never drink?" He questions sounding utterly shocked and still confused as all hell. I just let out a loud laugh
"So you are drunk? Is Ben there?" He asks caringly and I laugh loudly
"He's not my keeper. I know what I want now. Fuck the world" I say simply And he sighs
"Jinx I don't understand what you're saying. Are you ok? Are you-" he cut himself off with a gasp And his voice suddenly became cautious And shaky as if his next wording could break me
"Are you g-going to c-cut" he asks and I flinch back in shock at his sudden accusation. Jesus some times this boy can be so thick
"No. Why can't you understand Fuck the world" I say in frustration And he growls
"I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN" he yells And I just sigh
"You never understood me..." I trailed off and he makes a choking noise as if he was chocking on a drink or something
"Never understood you? Jinx you're definitely not yourself. If you don't start making some actual sense I will come over there my self. I don't care if you don't want me to I will. Speak to me" he says softly And I groan in frustration
"NO Denis you don't understand fuck the world. You're forgiven" I say And hang up the phone.

I don't know if that was a good idea but you know what fuck good ideas. Fuck everything.

I'm me And this is my decision. I forgive Denis, he just freaked out, we all do sometime.

I hope I made the right choice.

Hey guys sorry for the long wait but this is just a filler chapter. The next one should be longer ❤️🖤❤️

-🌹 Harley 🌹 /
Demon_Angel_Lover