changed

chap 1

it was only 6 in the morning when my mom woke me up.

"Chloe get up, its time to go to school you'll be late"

half asleep i take my phone, as always, and check if there is any news on twitter about one direction. Nothing.

I put my sport uniform on, brush my hair, have breakfest, brush my teeth, .... here i am on my way to school for another damn day. i still have 2years of college till i go to university but they are difficult to me . i am more like a dreamy girl. i like to sing and dance all the time. unlike my friends who talk all the time about bullshits, i sit under a tree and put my earphones on. im not popular, and im not nerd either, im just lonely, i never had a true friend i can count on or a real boyfriend. i always wanted the kind of boy who ...

"Chloe! Chloe! Do you hear me?" my mom's voice take me out of my thoughts.

"No! sorry i was just..."

"Thinking about One Direction, yeah that's what you always do"

"So..."

"stop dreaming about a life that you will never have and focus more on your school, you have to be the first this semester or you will never get into great universities"

"i can get anywhere i want. And ... i just wanna have a music career ..."

"No music career!" She stops me. "my kid will not be a stupid singer, you will be a doctor like we have always planned on"

i cant beleive she still thinks i'm gonna be a doctor! There is no way that shit is happenning but she never understands me.

"...End of discussion. Bye!" she says.

I get out of the car and slam the door behind me i can hear her telling me stuff but i dont understand it.

And this is how my morning starts.

class starts and i'm already bored. i cant wait for my gym class to start. this week we have basket ball, this is my favorite sport, even though im not tall enough i still love it.

The bell rings for our next class.

"Hey! hmmm you're not coming ?" i tell Sam who has been my friend for almost 5 years but now i feel like we're getting seperated. we have nothing in common and when we sit together to 'talk' we have nothing to talk about.

"Emmm, sorry no, it's just that Denyse asked me to stay with her and ..."

Great!

"since when do you hang out with her and her stupid friends, we always used to hate her" i cut her off.

"no! its not like this! im not hanging out with them, im just..." she defends herself.

i turn my back and go. i hear her calling my name but i just dont answer.

...

of course when the girls pick teams in basket ball i am one of the last chosen.

The day passes and i go back home. My mom isnt there, she left a note telling me that she will be back late at night. Great i have to make my own lunch. when i finish i take my phone and open my twitter account.

@NiallOfficial followed me! Niall Horan from one direction followed me! OMG! he finally noticed me.

"Hello! Chloe! i am here!" i hear my mom's voice. Omg! what time is it? 9:00 PM!! i slept all afternoon!

"hey! i wanted to tell you i got a new job" she informs me.

"what? But you already have one, why? did you quit?" i am surprised.