changed

chap 8

Songs for this chapter:

Let it go – Demi Lovato

The way I loved you – Selena Gomez

I wake up Thursday morning, not wanting to go to school. But I have a math test so that means that I force myself to get out of bed and dress up to leave.

My whole day passed really slowly, I felt like the clock wasn’t moving. On the break I sat under a tree with my earphones on, I couldn’t talk to anybody, I was hurt, depressed, sad, everything. I know that Lou and Joe told me that it could be his friend or his cousin, but there was something in my heart that wouldn’t accept that idea.

In the afternoon, when I finish my homework and take a quick shower i sit on my bed and call Paul.

“Hy Paul” I start the conversation with a low voice

“Chloe! How are you?”

“Okay, how are you?”

“Okay? Why? Didn’t work out with your mother?”

“About that, Paul I think we should cancel it”

“Why? Are you afraid of the reaction of your mother? If it’s that don’t worry we will talk adult to adult”

“No it’s not that, I just didn’t talk to Niall and it’s complicated, I don’t think it’s a good idea”

“Chloe! Listen! I talked to Niall about it and he agreed, it is not something to worry about. What did your mother say when you told her about the dinner?”

“Actually I didn’t talk to her yet”

He takes a deep breath and then says ‘’Talk to her, Tonight, or I’ll show up to your house”

When I hang up the phone I see on my screen that I have a message from Niall, it says to call him when I can. I think about it and decide against it.

It’s now 10pm, my mum and I are sitting in the sitting room watching a reality TV, when the show ends I tell her about the dinner.

“And why would Niall want to meet me? He’s not gonna propose is he?” she laughs

“Of course not mum” I laugh with her, I love it when she becomes funny and understanding, it’s when she is like this, I feel like I can tell her anything “He just wants to hang out with you, he told me that you seemed to be fun to hang out with”

“Well he has a point, I am fun to hang out with”

“So it’s a yes, we’ll go?”

“Yes, yes, don’t worry, I would love to meet your new boyfriend” she kisses my forehead and leaves to her room.

I hate lying to my mother, I feel so guilty. But if lying to her is gonna let me realize my dream than I will. I will do anything it takes to get to my dream. Let’s just hope that tomorrow night will go well. Fingers crossed.

When I get to my room and check my phone, I see lots of messages from Niall, I decide to call him.

“Where were you?” He answers me at the second ring.

“Hello to you too”

“I texted you a hundred time, I called you with getting no answer, where were you? Why didn’t you answer me?’’

“Chill out I was watching TV with my mother and I forgot my cell phone in my bedroom”

“You scared the hell out of me”

“Why are you so angry?”

“I need to talk to you”

“Me too”