changed

chap 9

Songs for this chapter:

All over again – big time rush

Goodbye my lover – James Blunt

That should be me – Justin Bieber

One week passed and most of my time was spent with Niall. Either he would come to my place or I would go to his, we didn’t go out in public afraid of getting caught by the paparazzi.

Today it’s Saturday and it’s time for me to record my first song in the studio. I’ve been practicing all week for it to be perfect. Paul picked a song that I wrote a long time ago for me to sing it. I wasn’t really sure about it, but when he fixed the mistakes and arranged the rhythm, it became perfect.

“Okay when I give you the sign to start you start singing the first paragraph” Paul says to me. I am now in the studio in Niall’s house. I have those big headphones on my ears.

When the music starts I look at Paul and when he gives me the sign I start singing

“You took my heart away

You took my breath away

You didn’t let me know that you felt the same way

You were always beside me

When I needed someone to be

When I needed you next to me

You were always helping me”

The music stops, I remove my headphones and looks at Paul and Niall for a compliment.

“Great! Great! It’s great!” Niall reassures me entering the room to hug me.

“Now let’s sing the chorus” Paul tells me

I put the headphones back on and start when the music plays.

“I was afraid to tell you I love you

I was afraid to let you know what I feel when I looked in your eyes

But the problem is”

Paul stops the music and advises me “on the ‘is’ low your voice a little more and when you’ll say ‘that I can’t bla bla bla’ just sing a bit louder and higher”

“okay” I say and restart.

“but the problem is

That I can’t stop thinking about you

That I can’t forget anything cause

I know we’re meant to be together

Right next to each other forever”

When we finish recording the song, Niall takes me for lunch at his friend’s restaurant where there is no fans and no paparazzi.

“So? What do you think about my first recording song?’’ I question him while taking a bite of my chicken pizza.

“I loved it, though I didn’t quite loved the lyrics” he says

“W… why?” I am surprised, I mean I know they are not good but why didn’t he love them?

“Probably when you wrote them you were in love with a guy and you needed him so much”

“What!! That’s so not true” I deny and take a bite of my pizza.

He drives me back home and gives me a simple kiss before I get down of the car. In the afternoon, my mom and I go shopping in the cities of London. I love shopping!!

Sunday morning, my mother and I went to Joe’s place. We were invited for lunch of course, like almost every Sunday, since my mom and his mother met each other. Joe is a really good friend to me, I love talking to him, he is understanding and comprehensive. I feel like I’ve known him my entire life.