My Highschool Lover

While I doze off to sleep, I hear Malachi walk into my room. Penelope you awake? I act like i'm asleep so he can leave me alone. But then I hear Malachi walk toward my bed. I love you Penelope, I love you with all my heart. I'll never let anyone else have you. Then I feel something touching my lips. It feels so warm and fascinating. My whole body starts to get warmer as I feel this soft touch. I start to realize that this soft touch is slowly disappearing. Then I can hear Malachi about to mumble something. I don't care what others think about us, I just want to feel loved again. I finally start to understand why Malachi said what he said at the park. It was because he wanted others to watch, he wanted everyone else to know that he loved me. Suddenly I hear Malachi walking away, then the door shuts and its dark and lonely, like Malachi when we were at his place. I don't want our relationship to change, I want it all to be the same and never change. But sometimes its not about what I want, its about what Malachi wants. Not...me. As I start to wake up for school I get worried. I start remembering what all those other students said i'm scared to even go infront of the goddamn school. Should I stay home again? Wait I should ask Malachi, i'll go to school if he goes. Once i'm finished getting dressed, i'll ask Malachi. Please say no, I'm too scared to go to school infront of all those people. What if they start to say all that crap again, I just can't risk it.