You know what?
I just fell in love with jimin's voice.
I mean,
"How can a guy has that angelic voice? Singing those high note with that really angelic voice? "
I guess thats why I fell in love with his voice.
His voice just different.
Hahaha so apparently this chappie over here just to praise how beautiful jimin is..
Well, he's my boyfriend 😆💕💕
#perasan_perah_santan
(I suppose to put jimins really cute pic here but the internet just so slow.. So I'll put it once the internet recovered.by that time,please use your great imagination of jimins here.😁😁)
Who can resist this beauty over here?
Hmmm...
Something just hit me,
Why don't I use this time to write delusion instead this wasting time of rant?
Oh,
By the way..
Only if I could bring my phone to school..
It will help a lot in writing delusion. You see I really have the feeling of 'min yoonji' every time I'm alone or sad or..
Okay to make it short,
Every time there's negative feelings lingers around me.
You see,
Min yoonji suppose to be a girl that have black past and because of that she screwed her head and having delusion.
Well,
I could say that Im relate.
Min yoonji has this voices that always bothered her in her head.
The voices always tell her how bad she is, how weak she is, how ugly she is, and how miserable she are.those voices always started 'talking' when she looking at mirror or even facing people.
And this is why I said I could relate;
Tbh, I have this dark past but it's already past. No need to be remind.
And that causes me;
I hate looking at mirror. Not because I know how ugly or fat I am. But, because I hate the person it reflects. This could be seen why there's no mirror in my room nor in my bathroom. Once, my dad put a really small mirror in my bathroom and it gave me anxiety.
I ended up broke the mirror.
In my classroom,
A teacher kindly installed a tall mirror at the back of our classroom.
Since my class are girls class,
They crowd the mirror like
Every time.
While me,
I don't give any fuck of it.
Because of that, one of my classmate who Im not fond to asked (?) Me,
"Hey, look at may.. I never seen her looking at the mirror. "
I just threw her a fake smile.
It's not I can't see the mirror at all.
It just freaks me a bit.
Idk..
It makes me delusional.
03.39 am
30.5.17
