Regret [On Hold]

Chapter 10

He leaned closer to your face leaving almost no space with his eyes glued on you but you only looked at the switched off television in front of you because of the nervousness. Just when you felt like your lips were about to touch he pulled back and giggled and you were dumb founded seeing the remote in his hand. All this time he was only reaching out for the remote placed on the table behind you.
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You both spent the night together, watching a movie. It was awkward at first because of what had happened and it was embarrassing to you but Jungkook seemed to enjoy it, which made you even more uncomfortable and slightly shift away from him. He soon noticed that you were sitting at the end of the couch,stiffened. And he pulled you closer letting your head rest on his chest and his chin above your head. You still felt awkward at first but he shifted and made you both lay in a comfortable position. You didn't realise how sleepy you were until you felt the comfort in his embrace and felt asleep.

You woke up to see him sleeping peacefully in front of you and you got flustered because of how close your faces were. You slowly tried to get off the couch but cursed when you felt a pair of hands in your waist pulling you back. You tried but failed and gave in. You laid there looking at the ceiling thinking about how you both had agreed to whatever was to happen and you'd get through  it  together but you were still scared. Scared for his life. What if his father found out. You turned around facing him, your faces merely  an  inch away. You lowered your face and nuzzled it into his chest and hugged him tight. You didn't want him to get hurt, you didn't want to lose him. Something about him reminded you of someone you knew, who you dearly loved, but you couldn't seem to remember who.

You laid there for so long and almost felt asleep but to your surprise, suddenly Jungkooks breathing got uneven and he moved from side to side. You called out for him, coming out as a whisper "Jungkook?" He kept moving, scrunching his nose a little as if he was about to get hit and he's trying to hide. You shake him vigorously, you didn't want him to end up like the last time. And thankfully his eyes shot open and he sat up straight taking a long breath. You ran your hand in his back, trying to comfort him and after a while he sighed and got off the couch, leaving towards the bathroom

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He came out dressed from the room and walked towards the exit
"sorry y/n I have to go" "when will you be back?" "I don't know... I'm sorry y/n I'm so so sorry" "okay ill be waiting. I love you"
"Love me but let me go" he whispered the last words so quietly, not wanting you to hear it and smiled at you. You smiled back fooling him, make it seem like you actually didn't hear that