Regret [On Hold]

Chapter 6

Thinking about all this made you tear up "Jungkook you could've just told me before if you were uncomfortable" your voice cracking at the last word. "Oh no no no y/n it's not like that" he grabbed your hand "then what is it like?" He stayed silent and gripped on your hand tightly "y/n do you really want to know?" "Yes Jungkook I want to know . You've never told me on your own. You've never even told me about your parents"

"Y/n are you sure you want to know because I don't think you'd stay one more minute by my side after I tell you about it"

 
"Jungkook" you said while you grabbed his hands because he was tearing up right now and you had never seen him like this. You were confused right now. Jungkook never told or expressed his feelings , and now he's asking you if you really wanted to know while tearing up. Maybe he's going through a hard time and you'll anything you could to help him. "Jungkook it's okay. I want to know so I can help" just as these words left your mouth he held your hand in both of his shaking hands and a tear rolled down his face.

This is honestly so scary , it's the first time you're seeing Jungkook like this.

"Y/n I- I- please tell me you don't want to know" he hardly finished what he was saying because of the stuttering.  Your heart started beating fast. What is it that he's been hiding all this time and making him tell you about it makes him look like this , shaking and crying?..

"Jungkook listen. Calm down it's okay-" "you can't help me! You just can't. Please y/n." Tears rolled down his face continuously as he spoke. You never felt this pressured before. You just wanted to comfort him and let him know that whatever he's so worried about will be okay but you were in no place to do so, because you never really knew what he's been going through.

You tried your best to come up with words to tell him but he suddenly dropped his head low and his grip on your hand loosened. You heart sank immediately. You didn't know what to do "Jungkook?" you called out quietly and held his hands in your. No response.

"JUNGKOOK!? JUNGKOOK WAKE UP" you yelled and put your fingers on his pulse to check if he's alive then you placed your hand on his chest to check if his heart was beating and you dropped to your knees when your hands felt nothing in response. This can't be. Tears blurred your vision as you got up weakly , and shook Jungkook as hard as you could "JUNGKOOK!" hoping for a reply , but getting nothing in return.

Your body was numb right now and suddenly it clicked your mind. Your hands reached his pockets , searching for his phone but it wasn't there. You ran towards his room , stumbling. And found his phone besides his clothes on his bed and grabbed it with shaking hands and called Taehyung. Ah cmon Tae pick up your phone. Pick it u- "hello y/n" he sounded breathless. "Taehyung I- Jungkook- he" you could hardly speak with the lump in your throat. "Listen y/n calm down I'll be right there in a minute. Just check if there's a necklace around Jungkooks neck and if its not, then check the first drawer in the left corner of the room and put it around his neck. I'll be there soon don't worry"

What the hell is going on and what's up with the necklace thing? You had so many questions but no time. You quickly went out to check if the necklace was around his neck but it wasn't and you did as Taehyung had told you do to so. And waited patiently for Taehyung. Each minute felt like an hour time  just wasn't just passing by.

After a long wait , well long only for you , it's been 10 minutes but it felt like 10 hours, Taehyung rushed in and you quickly got up from your spot next to Jungkook. Taehyung quickly sat over where you were seated before and took out a ring from the leather bag he was carrying.

You had absolutely  no  idea of what was going on. Taehyung fitted the ring inside the necklace , it had a place for a ring to fit in?wow. His breath was unsteady so you asked him if he needed water. "Yes please" and you rushed to pour a glass of water for him. When you came back with it in your hand , Taehyung signaled you to not disturb him while he put the palm  of his hand on Jungkooks forehead and pressed it slightly and shut his eyes. Just after a few seconds Jungkook gasped for air as you watched his chest rise and fall, seeing him struggling. You panicked and moved from your place but Taehyung told you to stop and shut his eyes again. After like about like 1-2 minutes Jungkooks breathing was steady and it looked like he was asleep.

Taehyung signaled you to go in the room and you did , while Taehyung followed your steps and closed the door behind him. "Y/n I need to tell you something" "what happened to Jungkook ? How's he now-" you had so many questions but "Jungkook is asleep right now , he might not be able to wake up for about 2-3 days. Sit here I need to talk" Taehyung was never this serious. What is it that he wants to tell you? You were getting very curious and upset now.

"Y/n promise me you'll listen carefully first and not say a word to Jungkook about this. Also you'll act like you never asked him where he's been going. Okay?" He looked at your face waiting for an answer "okayyy , but how did you know I asked where Jungkook had been disappearing off to?"