Curvier Is Sexier

Chapter 1

Shania POV

The constant chatter with the girls in my high school was, what you did the weekend, what you are wearing or the latest boy you got with.

None of these where important to me; that's why I had no friends, all I cared about was getting my grades, reading and helping my mom put food on the table for my little brother. I was a loner at school, The out cast you could say. I didn't fit into one of the cliques at school, not even the nerds, mainly because they were rich and I was very far from it.

I stared around, always comparing my self to the other girls. I wasn't what you called skinny, I had a chubby stomach, thunder thighs and a big butt. I wasn't the prettiest girl in the world but I also never thought of my self as ugly, because I know I have a nice personality and to me that's all that matters.

I walked, to AP English being shoved and hit, I was hearing bits of conversations apparently, Caden Williams the infamous BadBoy was having a punch up. I never really cared for him; i admit i fancy him a little anyway, well to be honest who dosent, but he is just a self-centered man/boy who only cares about someone DIFFRENT kepping his bed warm every night.

Ain't nobody got time for that.

Caden was around 6ft1, he had forest green eyes and a panty dropping smile, also the big muscles to which he showed of through his white round neck t-shirt and his black leather jacket. He was the definition of perfect.

Now's not the time for you to be drooling Shania, I mentally scolded my self.

He is  just a Arrogant  self-centred, rich kid that thinks he can get everything he wants.  I swear my minds always changing one minute I'm in love with the boy the next I hate the mere sight of him.

I must be bipolar, oh god help me.

The first three periods went pretty fast with the chatter about how Caden had beat the poor kid up, the next thing I knew the bell was ringing for lunch. I was famished,  I only had the money I got from work yesterday but I needed that to buy my brothers lunch and dinner for the rest of the week. He did kick me yesterday I though evilly maybe he can miss out on some biscuits, alright alright alright I wouldn't actually do it but it was an idea

I'm going crazy I'm talking to my self, oh lord. 

Sometimes I hate my dad for leaving us, but then I'm glad he did, I just wished he would help us out with money.

We live in a 1 bedroom flat on the  welfare estate, I sleep on the pull out sofa with my brother while mum has the room, I dont really mind as she works 8hour shifts to keep us running, but she always has Sundays of. They are our family time.

My life could be better, but it could just the same be worse. My hunger was growing more and more that soon enough I was becoming nauseous.

The bell rang signalling the end of lunch, I walked to my locker, I saw Caden leaning up against his  locker ,which was just across from mine, his arms crossed one leg bent, his foot on the wall, leaning smirking at every one who passed by. Everyone dribbled at the mere sight of him and his friends.

The smell of perfume wafted in my nose, them all of the sudden my books went flying out my hands. Stacy. I was stopped by a familiar voice," Nerd" the head cheerleader and queen bee of my school said. I got down on my knees picking up my books tears threatened to fall. My body standing to attention getting ready for the insults and abuse that was yet to come.

By now we had a little circle crowding us the same as everyday people watching, waiting for her to hit me. I was knocked out of my daydream by a slap to my right cheek the force of the blow knocking my head from one side to the other. My cheek was throbbing I held back the tears that were threatening to spill.