Diffrent isn't always the right way {boyxboy}

4.

Ashton's POV

A crowd of flashing lights and loud hollers were over taking my senses. My arms were linked with Cameron's as he rushed us over to his car while ignoring the constant questions and random topics from the paparazzi. Cameron held the door open for me, I stepped in and quickly buckled my seatbelt. Cameron hopped in the car quickly. The flashes still pouring in, but it did not once faze Cameron. I shielded my eyes as we began pulling out of the parking lot.

"I have no idea, how you can do this everyday..." I spoke. The car grew silent the only source of sound came from the radio.

"You get used to it" he sighed as he pulled over to a random street, once he knew the coast was clear. He ran his hands down his face and groaned, I would ask what's wrong but that wouldn't really help.

"Ashton. I just need to get away" Cameron sighed as he rested his head on the steering wheel.

"Get away from what, do you want me to leave?" I asked as I reached for the door handle. He quickly snatched my wrist from turning the handle. His eyes looked into mine, it brought me back to the first night we met. His eyes were soft and held a sparkle like no other. He bit his lip and popped it out.

"I need you with me" he spoke. His tone was so fragile that I could barely hear it. He grabbed my other wrist and brought my hands together. He laid his hands on top of mine and brought them up to his lips and there he laid a soft kiss.

"I can't get that image of your face from senior year when you walked in on...that incident out of my mind" he said, as if on queue the radio played a sappy heartbreak song.

"Cameron..." I warned as I tried to bring my hands away from his, but his grip held me tight.

"Please Ashton...just come over to my apartment and talk with me, I've missed you..." Cameron pleaded. My heart beat picked up its pace as I looked into his eyes. A small nod came out of me, a smirk grew on his face as he let go of my hands and sped off in the direction of his apartment.

Something in my mind knew that we were going to do more then just...talk...

In a few short moments we arrived at his apartment complex. He parked in a parking structure in the back of the building. He took the keys out and got out of the car and before I could open the door he opened it for me. With a smile on his face he held the door open, a small smile laid on mine as I stepped out.

He closed the door and quickly ran behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist making me squeal. He snuggled his face in the crook of my neck and sighed. My fingers lightly massaged his head as he sighed once again. He turned me around and looked down at me.

"This is going to be memorable" he said as he picked me up bridal style and sprinted across the parking lot. I giggled as locked my arms around his neck to keep from falling.

He dialed a pin on a pin pad on the elevator, then he pressed the up button once a green check mark appeared. The elevator arrived as he carried us in.

"Gosh I can't wait. Can you wait?! I can't wait!" Cameron rambled as he looked down at me. I giggled and caressed his jaw line.

"Aren't we just going to talk Cameron? So I can yell at you for doing me dirty" I slyly said as a loud growl came from him.

"Oh trust me. You're going to be yelling at the top of your lungs" his grip on me tightened as he held me closer to him. The elevator dinged as he sat me down. I giggled as I scurried out of the elevator. A smirk laid on Cameron's face as he grabbed my hand and dragged me down the hall.

Number 169. He took out a key card and held it to the door knob, a sharp beep rang as the door unlocked. He held the door for me as I stepped inside the dark apartment.

He shut the door and flicked the lights on and then that's when it all started. He roughly grabbed me by the waist and pulled me to him. My hands laid on his chest as I looked up at him.

"Cameron" I spoke. His eyes looked into mine and down to my lips. His hands reached all over my back, making the warmth travel through my body. A soft moan came out of me as my hands traveled to the back of his head, I tangled my hands in his hair as I brought his face closer. We shared a breath.

"Let's make purple" I spoke. He smiled and crashed his lips onto mine. Then it all happened. His shirt was on the floor as my crop top followed. He took my shorts off then hoisted me up, my legs wrapped around his waist as he fiddled with his belt of his jeans. Once all of our clothes were off, he laid me softly on his bed. His lips attacked my neck as he slowly crawled on top of me.

"Cameron" I moaned.

And with that my mind locked and the last hour became a blur.

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"Wow!" Cameron yelled as his breathing slowly calmed down. My head rested on his sweaty chest, his hand rested on my lower back.

"Gosh I missed that" he whined as he sat up. He brought me closer and sat me on his naked lap. My gaze lowered to the floor, his hands wrapped around my waist.

"What's wrong Ashton?" His voice full of concern. Little bitch.

"Cameron we can't do this, I can't be with you" I spoke as I looked back to his eyes.

"It's alright. We don't have to rush into things" he smiled as he rubbed my back.

"No I can't be in a relationship with you" I said as I laid my hands on his shoulders.

"Well let's look at it like this. We both don't want a relationship right now, but the sex is amazing if I do say so myself" Cameron smiled as he rubbed my sides.

"Yeah the sex is good, but I don't want to get hurt again. I don't want us to get hurt again" I corrected myself.

"But we won't. Will just take feelings out, and just focus on our needs" he said. I quirked my eyebrows and ran my hands through his hair.

"So you're suggesting to have a relationship that's solely based on sex and no feelings" I smirked as I looked into his eyes.

"Yup just like..."

"Friends with benefits"