Diffrent isn't always the right way {boyxboy}

6.

"Shawn!" I screamed while slamming the door on my way back inside.

"Shit what did I do this time?" Shawn mumbled while sitting on the couch on his phone.

"Tell me why I had like two paparazzi people just bombard me" I said my arms going crazy as I sat next to him.

"It that a bad thing, I'm not so sure what you want me to say?" He said. His arm wrapped around my shoulder lazily pulling me closer to him.

"I don't know either, I just never really expected myself to have this kind of attention" I said laying my head on the bridge of his shoulder.

"In all honesty this is an amazing opportunity. You have gotten some publicity lately and it's amazing. You're a talented person Ashton, everyone knows. Use this chance to make something of yourself. We all know that there is something inside you that is different from everyone else" Shawn spoke. His words hitting my heart, and my mind thought back of scenarios. Of proving myself to everyone, to myself, to my friends, and to my mom.

"But what can I do, I'm not an actor, singer, model. Nothing" my words registering in his mind.

"You still have that book that my parents have gave you, right?" Shawn said. My mind flooded with images of that very book sitting on top of my dresser. Never once opened.

I nodded.

"Use that. Use whatever is in that mind and use it. You already know what you can do, just create something" and with that Shawn stood up, ruffled my hair and walked inside his room. Leaving me hear sitting here like a goof.

A loud shriek interrupted my dramatic gaze as Eva scurried down and flopped on the couch beside me.

"Tell. Me. Everything" Eva said. The tone in her voice growing more serious by each word. Then I began to tell her everything. From the first minute I reunited with Cameron till the last minute I spent with him. From the "I miss you's" to the "sexy bunny".

"Wow. Oooo you got a sugar daddy" Eva purred while fidgeting her fingers my way. I swatted her devil fingers away and rolled my eyes.

"He's not my sugar daddy" I laughed.

"He's hot, he has a nice body, and he has money. That's sugar daddy material" she smirked. I rolled my eyes and stood up.

"I'm gonna go to sleep since I didn't get much last night" I shot a wink and started going upstairs.

"See ya, wouldn't wanna be ya" I yelled while walking into my room.

I walked over to the dresser and my eyes landed on the book. I flipped the multiple filled pages of songs and poems and as if on queue my hand rested on my favorite page of them all. A song that I had wrote just out of the blue, something spontaneous. Do you really think I would leave this book untouched? Come on! This thing has been with me everywhere. All of those countless nights filled with my loss of my mother and the heartless nights of Cameron. I had posted a snipet of myself singing this song on twitter. It didn't get major publicity, which I don't really care for. Numbers are just numbers. But the people supporting are what truly matters.

Not even Shawn or Eva had seen the post that's how unpopular it was. Probably like 4 or 5 people had actually commented to say they loved the song or my voice. Mhm I don't know.

Maybe Shawn is right. Maybe I should retweet the post or make a whole new post for the song. I had gained a couple more followers, so why not.

What's the worst thing that could possibly happen?

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Hey guys I'm sorry this chapter is a little on the short side it's just a filler and I have been pretty busy lately. So I apologize but don't worry the next chapter will be a lot longer. But I hope you guys enjoyed it, make sure to leave a vote and comment I really appreciate it.

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