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Victimized

Its been two weeks since the tragic dinner scene. Trevor understood that my dad is overprotective. Since then we have been trying new things. I allow him to touch me in places he shouldn't. I don't see why he shouldn't its such a good feeling. Last week I even let him finger me. When he first suggested it I wasn't sure but I gave it a try and it was amazing. Trevor and I sat in the sand on the beach. Its probably our favorite spot. We always sit here and talk.
"How are you feeling?" He asked.
"Pretty tired." I said. I laid my head on his shoulder.
"I think we should get you home." He suggested. Aww he is so sweet. We stood up and dusted our asses off. We got in Brandon's car and Brandon left the beach. He took us to an unfamiliar area. I was a but confused. My house is in the opposite direction. "Brandon my house is the other way." I said. He didn't say any thing. Trevor leaned in and kissed me. He placed his hand on my ass. Then his other hand went in my shorts. He played with my pussy. "Trevor stop." I moaned. Brandon pulled over. The car door opened and I was flung onto the ground. We were in a dark alley. My nerves were on me. I was scared as fuck. Trevor hopped out of the car. I froze in fear. Brandon started unzipping his pants. "No please!" I squealed. He didn't stop. He forced his dick in my mouth. I gagged. It was the most disgusting thing ever. Then Trevor unbuttoned my shorts. I screamed hoping that someone would hear me. But no one did. Trevor fingered me for a while to get me wet. Once I was wet he put his dick in me. I cried out in pain. "Shut up bitch." Brandon said as he stood off and watched. I laid on the ground and cried. When Trevor pulled out Brandon got on top of me. Trevor started to hit me for making noise. He punched and kicked me in my face. Tears rolled down my face as it began to swell.  Both of them took turns raping and beating me. It felt like I was there for hours.
When they were done with me they peeled off and left me in the alley. I knew how to get home from here but it would take a while walking distance. But I didn't want anyone to find out. So I slowly got up and walked. I felt like a bum walking through Hallandale beach. I was dirty and my clothes were torn.  

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I finally made it home. No one knew when I came in. I rushed straight into the bathroom. I took off my clothes and took a hot shower. I basically sat down in the tub and cried my eyes out. Maddison was right. I should have listened to her.
After my shower I examined my face. The swelling went down but I still had bruises. I went into my room undetected and got dressed.
"Oh your finally home. Did you have fun with Trevor?" Shante asked walking on my room. I covered my face with a pillow.
"Yeah I'm just tired." I lied.
"Okay Ima let you sleep."
She walked out of my room and closed the door. I laid on my side and cried myself to sleep.

SUMMER
I picked up Derek's phone. I hesitated before unlocking it. I scrolled through his recent calls. Everything I saw was Jasmine. She was even calling at 2 am. I went through his text messages. I read them silently to myself. Everything seem fine until I saw a picture of titties. I dropped his phone on the floor. So he's been cheating on me! With Jasmine! I couldn't believe what I saw. Seventeen years came down to this.
Derek walked out of the bathroom from his shower and saw the look on his face.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing." I replied.
I walked out of the room and into the kitchen. I started cutting up some vegetables. When I'm upset I make food. I ended up making  a 5 course meal. I didn't even realize we had that  much groceries in the house until I was done.
I fixed myself a plate and ate everything I made.
"Whats wrong mama why you making all this food?" Shante asked.
"Nothing darling. You want some?" I replied. She nodded her head. I watched my daughter fix herself a plate. She sat next to me and ate. We are only missing Dawn.
"Where is Dawn? Is she home yet?" I asked.
"Yeah. She's sleeping." Shante replied.
Shante and I spent the rest of the evening bonding.

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At 8pm I went for a drive to clear my mind. I was cruising down Hollywood beach boulevard when a car hit mine head on. Everything went black.