•On Hold• Trust me,I've got You!(laurinah)

💖Chapter 2~ Sorry can't sleep, my minds on you💖

L~Lauren
D~Dinah

Dinah's pov

D~"Hey lo"

L~"Hi dj, you called did you want me"

D~"Oh yeah sorry can't sleep, my minds on you, I was just wondering how your holding up, you know after your break up with Mark"

L~"Well not so great"

D~"Ralph I hope you didn't believe anything he said"

L~"Why wouldnt I, he's right I am worthless, fat, ugly and I should go kill myself"

D~"No you shouldn't because your not"

L~"what am I then"

D~"Your perfect that's what you are lolo"

L~"Sure thanks"

D~"I'm being serious ur absolutely stunning, and your eyes are mesmerizing just like you and your raspy voice oh gosh I'm obbssesed with that voice, whenever you talk or laugh I'm so intrigued and focused on the sound that orginates from your mouth when you seperate your lips"

L~"Well jeez thanks Dinah that means alot"

D~*Dinah gasps* "Did I just say that whole thing out loud"

L~"Well sort of yeah"

D~"Um I didn't really mean to but still your really amazing lolo"

L~"I'm glad your here I'm trying so hard to not give up on life dj"

D~"I'm glad I'm here too babe and I always will be here, I'm so proud of you for trying your hardest because your life is so worth it, I wouldn't be able to live without you"

L~*Chuckles* "Well I always end up with the jerks, I guess I thought Mark was different" *Harshly exhales*

D~"None of them deserve you ralph"

L~"Why are you so caring Dinah"

D~"Well there's people like you for one who has taught me to be that way"

L~"I can tell you anything can't I dj"

D~"You shouldn't have even asked that lolo, you know you can tell me anything"

L~"Well you know how Mark dumped me"

D~"Yeah I do, but please take your time lo, breathe"

L~"Its because he wanted to have sex with me, and I didnt want to" *voice cracks*

D~"Oh my gosh lolo I'm so sorry, you can stop you don't have to carry on babe"

L~"No Dinah I trust you I want you to know" *sobs getting gradually louder*
"He started touching me inappropriately and I was so scared Dinah I felt disgusting and I screamed out for help and no body came"

D~"No stop lo please stop"

L~"Dj I wanted you to be there so bad,  I needed you there with me saying "Trust me, I've got you" like you always would whenever I was scared" *cries harder*

D~"I wish I was babe, I wouldn't have let that happen trust me"

L~"Dinah I wanted you so bad, I needed you to hold me and tell me stories from our childhood so I could hear your contagious and melodious laugh radiating from you"

D~*ends call*

I stuffed my phone in my pocket, jumped out of bed and rushed to the door, retrieving my jacket and putting my shoes on. I picked up my keys and put those in my back pocket, I heaved the door open, shut it firmly and ran.

I ran like it was the end of the world, a million questions going through my mind, like if Lauren was okay and what she was doing right now but I couldn't help think the worst, I loved Lauren with all my heart, more than a friend and I couldn't have anythhing happen to her, not after everything she's been through all her life.

My hair was being caressed by the wind, I could feel my muscles contracting as I ran, suddenly the whole world stopped everything froze, my only sense left were my ears and all I could hear was my harsh breathing and the rapid beats of my heart.

Then everything resumed and I remembered Lauren told me that she self harmed, I felt like breaking down and crying all this right now is because of one worthless, ugly, jerk I can't believe he did that to my baby Lauren. Wait stop she's not your baby Dinah. I mentally scolled myself.

She deserves nothing but the world, as I'm deep in my thoughts I feel something graze my forhead, I stopped running and lightly ran my fingers over the cut. I see I'm bleeding I wipe it on my top and slowly carry on walking then casually picking up speed until I see Lauren's apartment building, I push the main entrance door open and dash up the flight of stairs.

Once I reach Lauren's door I get the spare key she gave me and put it in the lock as soon as it unlocks I slam the door shut, then sprint to her room, I stop in my tracks noticing Lauren wasn't in her room, however I do see her bathroom door locked.

Third person's pov

"Lo open the door" Dinah exclaimed. No response. Dinah fished in her pocket for a spare coin and took it slowly inserting the coin into the lock, twisting it open she cautiously pushed the door open. Her heart stopped and so did her breathing seeing Lauren in an emotional state on the floor with the razor blade in her hand. Dinah quickly slapped the blade out of Lauren's hand, she allowed her breathing to carry on as a tear followed, sliding down her cheeks and hitting the tiled floor.

Dinah slid down the wall until her butt hit the floor, she wrapped her arm around Lauren pulling her in tightly holding her "Trust me,  I've got you" Dinah whispered fracturing the comfortable silence with her voice cracking a little. "There it is your infamous saying" Lauren breathed out.

Dinah chuckled "I'm glad I made it in time before you actually cut yourself" she exhaled. "Im glad your here Dinah, and I know your the clumsy type, so I'm not really suprised but what happened to your forhead" Lauren questioned. "Oh yeah, tree, I was running, forget it nevermind, that doesn't matter can I ask you something lolo" Dinah asks. "Sure go ahead" Lauren says.

"How long" Dinah softly spat. "How long have you been self harming" she continued. "Well I started about 2 months ago, but I've been going through depression since my parents abandoned me and I've been in a dark place ever since, you were the only light that forcefully peaked through my darkness I was surrounded with" Lauren admitted.

"Hopefully I'll always be your light, because I'm never leaving your side, I'm always going to be looking after and caring for you, trust me babe" Dinah replied. "Do you remember when I fell off the tree, that was hilarious and I still have that scar till this day" Dinah giggled. "Yeah that was really funny you didn't listen to your mom when she said get down so you fell" Lauren giggled too.

Dinah immediately stopped and looked at Lauren in awe listening to her laugh like it was a radio station and if it were Lauren's laugh would definitely be her favorite song. "Wanna watch lion king ralph" Dinah spoke.

"No, I'm ready to finish the story, you know tell you what happened, I feel as if you deserve to know"...

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LQOTD~We were given: 2 eyes, 2 legs, 2 arms and 2 ears, but only 1 heart why?? Because we are supposed to find the other.

Xoxo~A💖💙