who would of thought? {H.s}

chapter 1

Skyler's POV

I woke up

I look at my arms,as usual there's scars

"SKY!!!!" I hear my little sister Casey yell

"ugh...." I moan,"Skyler!!!!wake up!!!" she yells as she comes into my room

"okay,okay....just shut up"I snap

I'm not and never will be a morning person

Me and my sister were close

best friends

she's 15

"Skyler come on" she whines

I get out of my bed,and slump my way to my bathroom

"we can't be late!!!" she says

I forgot I would drive her to a One Direction concert

I really didn't like them,oh what the hell I HATED THEM (no hate)

"ugh..." I moan

I only like Peirce the Veil, Black Veil Brides,Mice and Men,etc

I walk into the shower

my mom doesn't know I cut,she doesn't know everything about me

"SKYLER HURRY!!!"my sister yells

"why do you want to go so early?!?!" I ask as I turn on the water

"BECAUSE ITS ONE DIRECTION!!!" she squealed

I roll my eyes

the warm water soothes me

I thought of my father

the last time I saw him

was when I was under his bed with mom

he was hurting

his neck bleeding

his eyes watering

he mouthed the words

'I love you'

and a gunshot was heard

I cried and cried

"Sky?are you crying again?" I hear my mom say

"no....I'm fine" I say

I turn off the water and walk out

I stared at my razor

I wanted to be with my dad

I grabbed it and began slicing

as I sliced my skin

the pain started to dull

"Skyler I jus ne-" my sister froze

"Casey,i-" she interrupts me

"you promised me you would never do that again" she says

tears were forming in her eyes

she grabs the blade and throws it into the sink

she grabs the bandages and wraps my arm

"Skyler,please dont ever,and I mean EVER do this again" she says

"I promise, and this time I swear on my favorite CD" I say

she laughs

I walk into my closet and look through my clothes

I see a black laced sleeve shirt and my gray skull skinnys

I take off the bandages,they stopped bleeding

I put on the shirt and slipped on the skinnys

"I look good" I say

I saw my combat boots and put them on

I walked to the bathroom and teased my hair

I put on my sliver snake bites

and I put on eyeliner and a couple coats of mascara