I don't sparkle

Please don't leave me

• Stiles point of view •

- Because I love you

When those four words left his mouth I felt like I was dying

My whole body was frozen to the ground and I couldn't move

- Can't you see it? Every since you got here I have done everything to keep you happy and when I saw you with Isaac, I got jealous because I wanted to be the one to comfort you, Derek said
- If you love me Derek, why did you keep my ring from me? You knew that I was looking every night for it, I answered
- Because I knew that you would leave me when you found it and I wouldn't be able to watch you leave. I can't lose more people that I love

I can't believe Derek Hale loved me

It's not like I don't love him because seriously, have you seen him?

He's a fucking Abercrombie model

The problem is that I'm scared, okay? You hear me, I'm scared of love

I have gotten my heartbroken a countless amount of times and I really don't feel like going through the whole "eating ice cream and watching titanic while I'm crying" process

- Please, say something, Derek said and I could hear the hurt in his voice
- It doesn't matter what I say Derek, we would never with, okay?
- Why?
- Because vampires and werewolves don't get along. Our species are enemies. We hunt down and kill each other, I answered
- It doesn't have to be that way Stiles. Please, let me show you how much you actually means to me, Derek said
- I'm sorry sweetheart, but I need to leave and there's nothing you can say or do about it, I answered

The front door was open so I took one last look at Derek and the pack, and walked out. I didn't dare myself to look back because then I would only regret my decision

- STILES PLEASE, Derek cried out and it took all of my power not to turn around and run into his arms

I do love him, I really do

I kept walking when strong arms pulled me into a bone rushing hug

- Please don't leave me, I can't lose you, Derek's voice whispered in my ear

I turned around and faced him and what I saw was heartbreaking

Derek Hale was crying

- Why do you love me? I asked
- Because you're stunning, you're smart, you're funny and you a sassy idiot. I love you because you're real, he answered

I didn't even think about it twice and in a couple of seconds, my lips were moving in sync with Derek's

- I love you too Derek

I watched him smile that stupid puppy smile of his and it was like my inside was melting

God

I loved this dork so much

- You do? He asked
- Didn't you notice my boner when I first met you? Or should I say boners?
- Yeah I did and you want to know something? It was so fucking hot

I laughed and felt how my cheeks turned red and within seconds, Derek's lips was pressed against mine once again

- Does this mean you'll stay with me? With the pack?

Fuck

I still felt like I had to leave, but after this make out season I can't just take off

- I'll stay, if I get the spot beside you in your bed, I answered

Derek smirked at me and damn, I felt like a horny teenager all over again

- That can be arrange

{ Wow two updates at one day. I'm fucking fangtastic 😂 }