If I killed myself tonight,
would it affect anyone's life?
Would it go unnoticed like I'd hoped,
or would someone actually care?
I want nothing more
than to be just another tiny speck
in the night sky that just goes out
unnoticed by everyone.
If I die tonight,
would anyone finally see that
Everything is wrong with me?
Would they cry
because they
finally realized
they were one of the reasons I want to die?
If I kill myself tonight,
Please don't cry for me.
You didn't care enough to help me then,
So help yourself now and don't waste your tears.
I'm not worth them anyway
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My Poetry
PoetryTrigger warning: depression, references to suicide and self harm. Don't read if you are easily triggered. Just my late night thoughts. Mostly crap, but oh well
