Complicated life -Myg-

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Na Hyun Jin p.o.v

My mother started

"When you were 4, your father had a bankruptcy. He was so desperate at that time . But luckily his friend, cha min ho helped us a lot . He helped you , me and us . Cha min ho was a very good friend . He's understanding too . He was always there to cheer your father up  . One day, uncle min ho came to our house . With a very saddening face . He looked so sad . And he told me that day, your father died bcs of an accident . I'm so shocked at that time . I collapsed on my knee . Processing what just happened. So many people came at the funeral . Uncle Min ho helped a lot . He supplied all the foods . And treated the guest . He knew that I'm too weak to greet the guest so he did . During the funeral, I told you to stay at home for awhile . Bcs I don't want you to know . You're too young for that . That's why I came up with the idea to told you that appa is overseas with his works . After that day, I barely lose contact with anyone . Including uncle min ho . And this year . I told myself . I have to move on from this situation . So I brought you here . Hired maids, guards and drivers for our safety. God knows how traumatised I am for losing my husband . I'm so sorry Hyun Jin ah . I should tell you"  her voice cracked at the last sentence

She sobbed . I bring her head to my shoulder . I knew this is hard for me . But I have to give strength to her . 

That night . My room's light is still on . It's already morning actually . Around 2 am . I'm thinking

Thinking

and thinking .

No, something seems wrong . I'm not satisfied with this whole situation . Jung il, omma, yoongi , the death certificate. No . I have to settle the puzzle . I'm not going to let this pass easily . If that what's Jung il wanted 

"Go and find your answer yourselves " 

Okay . I'll do it . I'll sacrifice my all . My dream, to be a doctor . My friends. And my life . If it's for my family,

"I'll do it" I said , smiling .

...

The next day . I told myself . I should spend today wisely . I laughed so much today . Because I know . This would be the last . I did messaged my driver and told him that I'll walk back today . I joked around stupidly with nari . I think she realised that I'm being so stup- I mean . TOO stupid . But she let it pass and enjoyed it more .

I'm being extra alien being with taehyung too

"Noona ! You look so stupid with that seaweed all over your face!!" He said laughing so hard like its going to burst . Nari and yoongi laughed too . I smiled . At this moment . It's a faint smile . 

I'll miss this 

It's over school time . Yoongi and I agreed to walk back together .

I hugged nari so long and tight . "Yah Hyun Jin! Why are you hugging me so tight ?! We'll meet tomorrow pabo !" 

"I hope we will" i mumbled in her shoulder 

"What did you just say ?"

"You're smelly !" I scrunched my face while pulling away 

" tch . Like you" she chuckled . We bid our goodbyes . She went back with taehyung . I scrunched my nose at taehyung

He scrunched back at me and gave me his rectangular smile . I'll miss his smile too... 

...

yoongi and I were walking together in silence . He said that he wanted to send me first . I agreed