My best friends brother

L.A Trip

I pack my bags and say goodbye to my wife for what seems like the millionth time
I pack my bags and say goodbye to my wife
For what seems like the millionth time.
They said it gets easier, but they lied.
She looks at me and says, "Really baby, I will be just fine"
But then she looks away so I don't have to see her cry.
And that is when I ask myself
How am I supposed to be
Everything they expect me to be
When I feel so alone,
'Cause I left my heart at home.
She needs me, but I know they need me too.
So God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do.
Really I'm so thankful for the people I meet,
The places I've been and the things I've seen,
But when she's not here
It doesn't feel like I'm living my dream.
I know they say that no one is perfect,
But I swear she's perfect for me
And that makes it so much harder to leave.
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Alex's P.O.V
It was hard around the house for a while because me being pregnant and all and the boys I really needed help but I wasn't the one to ask for help I never have asked for help..but I really needed it I was in pain I missed him and I probably over reacted..I checked his social media he looked like he was having fun which I was happy for him but it seemed like he didn't care that I was at home hurting *starts crying again* not this again Alex
Dylan's P.O.V
I had to look happy over social media but I really wasn't I knew she was at home hurting and she wouldn't tell me what was wrong before I left..she's my wife I don't want her to be upset I'm sad when she's not happy it makes me think I failed at being an amazing husband like I promised to always keep her safe and never hurt her but I was failing her and the boys..sometimes I wonder would she be better without me? *gets upset and can't hide it anymore* *a fan gets a picture with him and he tries to hide it but can't*
Fan's P.O.V
*gets a picture with Dylan and posts it on social media and tags him*
Where's that smile? Hope you find it soon Dylan @dylanminnette 😔💕
Alex's P.O.V
*looks at the picture* Maybe he's not happy *frowns then texts him*
Me:baby..
Dyl👅💦:babygirl I'm so sorry..I didn't mean to hurt you
Me:baby you didn't hurt me..
Dyl👅💦:then what happened?
Me:Dyl..
Dyl👅💦:yeah?
Me:I'm..
Dyl👅💦:you're what?
Me:I'm pregnant again
Dyl👅💦:omg really?
Me:yeah I wanted you to be here.. 😔
Dyl👅💦:baby why didn't you tell me?
Me:I didn't want you to cancel the show just because of me
Dyl👅💦:but I want to be with you😔
Me:I know 😭💕 I love you daddy😘
Dyl👅💦:I know baby girl 👅
Me:I wish I could have you 😉
Dyl👅💦:I wish I could have you too 😏
Me:*sends a pic of her legs and thighs*
Dyl👅💦:baby..don't
Me:*takes a picture higher up and she's in the bath* 😉
Dyl👅💦:damn Alex 👅💦 you're making daddy hungrier then I was before wish I was there
Me:me too 😏😉 I love you have to go
Dyl👅💦:fuck..I have to fix myself now damn it..what time is it there?
Me:2 AM
Dyl👅💦:boys asleep?
Me:duh
Dyl👅💦:FaceTime me
Me:you sure?
Dyl👅💦:fuck yeah
Dylan's P.O.V
Damn why am I so lucky
*gets a FaceTime call from babygirl👅💦*
Hey *bites lip*
Alex:Hi *winks*
I want you...
Alex:I know daddy *smirks* I want you too
Why did you have to do this to me?
Alex:you wanted to FaceTime
I know I did *looks down* oh fuck..
Alex:*laughs* sorry *laughs harder* you're a little excited to see me
Not a just little.. a fucking lot
Alex:*laughs*sorry
No you're not I have to go ya know *winks*
Alex:Okay I love you
I love you too bye
Alex:bye