The Fallen (Edited.)

Chapter Fifteen

Who Am I? Who Is he? Who is anyone? Why can't I think of his name, or his position. Why can't I think of who he really is, he's hiding something. A dark secret but then again.....Who isn't? We're all hiding some sort of secret. No one knows if it's good or bad but yet here I am stuck on who he is.

Lucifer's name is meant to bring light, or even the morning star but yet. He's against our Father, what could have he done. Is it true, is he simply fallen? A man of nothing but yet to me a man of everything.

Is the one who was thought to bring war and death upon our life really evil or is he simply lost. Is Lucifer really the one that is to crush us as if we're nothing but yet in his arms I feel nothing but warmth when the rest say he is nothing but pure ice.

  "The Devil Held Me In His Clutches The Enemy Was Behind Me"  

Ganymede was surrounded by darkness, as if he was in between everything and nothing, the world was nonexistent and any soft sound would scream out around him, breathing was nothing until he woke up. Black thick liquid surrounding him and running down his throat causing the smaller male to choke, Ganymede placed his hands on his throat as he coughed his lungs craving fresh air. His face soon turned to a red then a purple as he coughed and choked on the unknown substance, soon darkness grabbed his body and pulled him in deeper where he struggled for life, soon a bright light filling the unknown area, the bright blinding light soon consumed Ganymede.

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Lucifer sat at the kitchen table reading a piece of art no one had thought he would ever read, a bible the truth was he was reading for a weakness. He knew that he was frowned upon and that a war would soon start between Heaven and Hell. Lucifer glanced over to the sleeping Ganymede, he was worried about him. Ganymede had been out cold for a few hours, with a high fever. But yet all Lucifer could do was sit and wait. Wait for anything, an angel couldn't die....Well there was one thing to kill both a demon and an angel but Lucifer hadn't known about it. 

 I'm not going to stop you from attempting this ill-conceived escape of yours...I want you to try. And when you make it to heaven, and you find yourself standing in His Presence, I want you to ask Him some off the questions you've been asking me, since you got here. I want you to ask Him, and I want you to look Him in the eyes, when He answered you. Then, you come back here..You come back here, Zen, and you tell me who the liar really is...

The words rang in Lucifer's mind, he closed his eyes and replayed the image in his mind. A smaller male stood in front of him, tears in his eyes and sliding down his slightly red cheeks. The male's deep green eyes had red rings around them showing he had been crying for a while. Lucifer took a step closer to the male and the male whipped back from Lucifer. His once smooth relaxing voice was now brittle and scared. "Get away from me! You're not my Lucifer! L..Lucifer died! Get away from me! Luci get away!" The male's name soon rushed into my head and my eyes widened.  

"Zen....."

Luci, the nickname flooded his mind as Lucifer tried to step back from him shocked, Zen. Lucifer was dating a male named Zen before he had died, Lucider was driving home from work when some asshole had swerved into him and got him into a car crash, Lucifer died upon arrival at the hospital. Lucifer's voice had changed and he had no control over his body, stepping closer to Zen he whispered what had played in my mind before to him my voice sounding disembodied and gravelly. 

 I'm not going to stop you from attempting this ill-conceived escape of yours...I want you to try. And when you make it to heaven, and you find yourself standing in His Presence, I want you to ask Him some off the questions you've been asking me, since you got here. I want you to ask Him, and I want you to look Him in the eyes, when He answered you. Then, you come back here..You come back here, Zen, and you tell me who the liar really is... 

With that Lucifer had turned off and left before flashing back to the large and heavy book in his hands, a holy bible. Lucifer gasped pushing up dropping the book causing the chair he was sitting on to fall back from Lucifer sudden get up. Ganymede had the same awakening, gasping as he shot up from the couch gasping and wheezing for air.  

Ganymede looked around before he slowly laid his head against his hand which was curled into a fist, tears slowly running down his cheeks as he took soft breaths trying to relax. His voice shook as he took  deep breath.

Lucifer slowly walked over to him and sat down in front of him placing his hand on Ganymede's shoulder speaking in a low and caring voice. "Ganymede? Are you alright? Did you have a nightmare or something?" Without a second later or a slight warning Ganymede threw his arms around Lucifer and held him tightly Ganymede's face buried and hidden in Lucifer's chest. 

Lucifer gasped from the sudden hug but slowly wrapped his arms back around him letting him rest. Lucifer rubbed soft small circles on his back as he closed his eyes. "Easy Ganymede, I've got you. Ganymede be careful who you trust okay? I was once an Angel. Who am I now does not matter, but there will be a war soon. You will be caught between two sides, the devil, and the Lord. But another side shall fight. The Fallen."

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Since there is to be a war between Lucifer and the Father I'm thinking of making that another book.

This one will pay attention to Lucifer and Ganymede's relationship so it might be short and then the next book will lead to the war.