The Fallen (Edited.)

Chapter Fourteen

Ganymede yawned softly as he cuddled up closer to his love who laid down in the same bed with him, both males undressed and cuddling together to keep themselves warm. Ganymede's head laid on Lucifer's chest listening to his heartbeat, softly beating. Ganymede sighed happily at the warmth he had gotten from Lucifer, cuddling closer to him, Ganymede's hair moving with his own movements. A white thin blanket covered the two males, Ganymede closed his eyes taking a deep breath and relaxing with Lucifer at times small sharp pains spiking through his body causing him to whine in discomfort or pain. 

Soon Lucifer groaned softly and slowly sat up bringing Ganymede up with him who whimpered in pain, Lucifer looked down at Ganymede before carefully pulling him into his lap and holding onto him tightly. A nice silent moment is what the two wanted and more than certainly needed after their long and heated night of romance and lust. After a bit of their nonsense cuddling and Ganymede trying to get comfortable without pain shooting through his body Lucifer stood up and went to make the two breakfast.  

Ganymede smiled softly before noticing Lucifer's phone, he smiled and leaned over grabbing it and glancing at it. The lock screen being of Ganymede in a white button up shirt and blue jeans that held his curves quite well, Ganymede was blushing faintly but of course smiling. Soon Ganymede managed to get into Lucifer's phone and found the wallpaper as both Ganymede and Lucifer together happy. Ganymede smiled at the photo of Lucifer kissing Ganymede's cheek and Ganymede blushing out of embarrassment.

Ganymede snooped through some of Lucifer's social medias noticing the photos of both Ganymede and Ganymede and Lucifer, Ganymede soon noticed a few of the comments raging from threats to words of hate. 

Fat. Ugly. Worthless. Just being used. Nothing. Whore. Slut.

Along with other things, Ganymede sunk back a bit into the beds and sheets taken back a bit by the comments, Ganymede soon bit on his bottom lip thinking of what the comments had to say, Ganymede wasn't sure if he should believe the comments or not, he wasn't sure on what to think. What could he really think? 

Ganymede let out a shaky breath and pushed himself up from the bed yelping in pain and falling to the ground gasping. Ganymede leaned over and grabbed one of Lucifer's larger shirts and slid it on over his smaller body soon standing up slowly and shakily. 

Lucifer had by that time already threw the bedroom door open worried about Ganymede from his yelp before sighing softly in relief, Lucifer simply walked over to Ganymede and carefully picked him up holding onto him tightly and closer to his body. Ganymede's arms managed to loop around Lucifer's neck as he rested his head back against Lucifer's chest and relaxed at the steady sound of his heartbeat.

Lucifer carried Ganymede out to the living room and carefully sat him down on the couch before kissing him deeply and moving closer to him. This clearly caught Ganymede off guard causing the smaller male to squeak softly before relaxing into the kiss and kissing back, Ganymede's arms wrapping around Lucifer's neck as Lucifer's arms managed to wrap around Ganymede's waist pulling him closer. 

Soon their shared kiss was broken and Lucifer went back to deal with breakfast instead of letting the house burn, sure Lucifer could trick others into giving him money or a new better house but he didn't want Ganymede to think badly of him. The two ate happy and the rest of the day seemed to fade away.

Lucifer and Ganymede soon grew tired the day lagging on, the sun shining through the window, birds sang a soft tune and yet in the house it was clear and silent. The two males sat next to each other holding each other tightly, Ganymede's face buried in Lucifer's chest his arms around his waist, Lucifer's arms were around Ganymede's shoulders his hands slowly running through the smaller males long blond hair. Their breathing mixed together in soft silent breaths.

Ganymede's eyes were closed as his chest rose and fell slowly with his breathing, he was basically falling asleep to the soft and gentle beating of Lucifer's heart. Lucifer at random times would lean down a bit and softly kiss Ganymede's forehead as he smiled and chuckled. Ganymede would smile and look up to the male, at this moment everything was truly okay, nothing would break their calmness. Nothing would break their peace, nothing would ruin the forbidden love. 

Soon the two lovers fell asleep holding each other, Ganymede listening to Lucifer's heart beat as Ganymede traced his hand slowly through the smaller males hair. Lucifer slept peacefully but Ganymede fell into a different state, darkness swallowed the male. 

He wasn't awake but yet he wasn't asleep. There was no up or down in this unknown world, he was simply stuck in one place floating in a space of nothing, he wasn't breathing but his lungs weren't craving air. He was in nothing, he was nowhere yet he was everywhere. His thoughts would scream out at him.

He was cold but then he was warm, he was no one and everyone. He was stuck in his never ending world wondering if it at one time would break and allow him to be free out to where Lucifer was. Did Lucifer knew where he was or was he simply asleep in some weird dream world. How he wish he knew but he never would. He closed his eyes and the thought of who Lucifer was crossed his mind. 

Thoughts screamed their way in the emptiness, they were loud but then silent, shaking and then calming. This world was nothing and he had nothing to do but to think and question what was around him and to question his lover. 

Who was he, who was Lucifer, Who am I.

I am me but I am not me, he is he but is not he. 

We are free but trapped.