Bomb of Thoughts

I can still deny

"A woman is an ocean of secrets"

Fair point.

Name: Bryce Waters
Status: Single

When you're with your friends, you can bear the uneasiness seeing couples.
When you're having fun, you can always say no to strangers.

When you're all alone, how was it ignoring the view of couples?
When you're sad, how was handling friendly not-sure-safe strangers?

"Oh, Bryce you're still single? And here you are, all alone?"

I laughed, that's an understatement says my mind but my heart's told me she's wounded, "Yes, I'm happy."

"You sure did, girl. Like some plenty of school shits going around, good thing to be happy."

"Of course, I don't want men problems pile up on mine, err."

We laughed, well, that sounds like a joke.

Girl, you can deny, it's some kind of defense mechanism but hell you can't fool yourself that you liked to be single and with your not-yet-ready-to-mingle kind of thing.

Deep inside, you wanted it too. You want someone to warm you, to hold you, to have plenty of funny convos and with humour.

I can deny it and cover it up with jokes, you can smile wide and pretend you're having a fun single status life, but keep it, just want to tell you...
That you can't fool yourself anymore.

It's okay.
Everything will fall into place one day.
:)

(bryh2zero)
Ps. Every one knew I'm funny to be with but they don't know how fool I am to play around with my own feelings. I just let all jokes out and cry covered with a pillow later at home.

Yes, I seldom cry, and it's how I really felt. I'm so caged.
Tired and faking tireless.
Brcey, deny me a lot more.