I'm Here || yoonmin

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Both boys sat on the floor of Yoongi's apartment. Yoongi's back against the wall, while Jimin embraced in his hug, his head burried into the older's chest.

Yoongi felt his shirt getting damp as Jimin let out small sobs.

"It's the third time Jungkook's done this, hyung. I can't believe he'd go around fucking Tae on our one year anniversary."

The tears wouldn't stop flowing and all Yoongi could do was sooth him with his words. But for some reason, he was speechless. Maybe because he was so used to it, he knew what was coming.

"Don't go back to him, Jimin."

The sentence was merely a whisper, but loud enough for Jimin to hear. Both of them locked eyes for a split second before Jimin's phone buzzed.

The sounds from the other room were muffled. Yoongi couldn't make out the conversation between Jimin and Jungkook.

Maybe it'll finally be okay now.

He loved him. He loved Jimin so much and it hurt Yoongi to see a soul as beautiful as his, pour tears over a guy like Jungkook. He wanted to hold Jimin. He wanted to shower him with kisses and cuddles and everything that he deserves. He wanted to fix him.

And maybe he can fix me.

Yoongi pushed the thought aside as the door creaked open. The tears now dried, Jimin let out a shaky breath.

"He apologised."

"Does this mean..you're going back to him?"

" He said he was d-drunk and he couldn't think s-straight. He promised he won't do it again. H-he says he l-loves me too much to let me g-go."

After seeing no reaction from Yoongi, Jimin continued.

"I still l-love him. M-maybe he'll keep his promise, h-hyung. Maybe it'll finally be o-okay."

It won't be. Ever.

"You should go."

"Yoongi I-"

"I said Jimin, you should go. If he fucks up again, I'll be here okay?"

Yoongi held onto the younger's wrist pulling him out the front door. He patted on younger's head and whispered a few words of sincerity before Jimin drove off to Jungkook's place.

Yoongi sat against the door, bringing his legs near his chest. He let his tears escape. The tears that he'd been holding in for so long now. He was weak and vulnerable but he had learned to come to terms with reality.

It hurts. It hurts so fucking much to know that you're in his arms right now. It hurts so much to know that he gets chances even after he fucks up, but I don't get one. It hurts to know that I'll always be the second choice for you.

But it's better.

It's better than losing you. It's better than having no one. It's better knowing that you can be happy, even if I can't. It's better if you come to me after you're hurt than go to anyone else.

So if my purpose is solely to comfort you Park Jimin, then I'm here.

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