You Are My Lifeline (editing) ✔️

Chapter 10

EnjeckCleo for the immense support though comment and vote . It really encouraged me

1 month later
Everyone is giving uludhoni (vocal sound made by the woman) and blowing conch shell.
I AM dressed in a red saree and sitting on a piri (a wooden small tool ) for dodhi mangal where all the ladies is going to wear me shakha pola. Shakha is a bangle made up of couch shell and pola is a bangle made up of red coral . It is a bengali ritual one day before marriage. (Before the actual Bengali marriage day in the wee hours of very day, married women perform ritual called Dodhi Mangal in which they soak bangles made with shells in turmeric mixed water. Seven married women put shankha pola into bride's hands. It symbolizes as seven forms of Goddess.). mom bought a bowl in Which there are the bangles soaks in turmaric mixed water. Seven aunties helped them to wear in my hand.
I saw the bangles in my both hand. I will be getting married and this bangles are the symbol of a bengali married woman.

Ya, Every marriage rituals has been started. My house is filled with my neighbours and friends. No, I dnt have much relative as my dad is a single child of my grandparents and my badluck that they are no more. My mom is the elder daughter and my aunty and uncle can come tomorrow because they have some official works. Ok thats fine. My best friends didnt arrive till now they are too coming tommorow that too for two day.. Hope they come soon because i need them to be my side.

I got up from the piri taking the vermillion box in my hand which is given to me after i wear shakha pola on both hands.
Preeti aunty : anu can you please go to my place and call madhuri, God knows what she is doing at home. I could go but i have some work with your mom and rai is also there with her call them both.
Me : ok aunty, no problem.
I went down the stairs controlling my saree... Uff handling saree is too tough and when you Are wearimg jewallaries. I opened the door and called them
Me : rai.. Madhuri.. Where are you guys.
But no response. Is there anybody at home.. Where they went. God,!! This two girls. Where i will find them now.
As soon as i turned to go someone hold my arms tightly and dagged me to the bedroom and locked the door. I couldnot able to see the face of the person and could see only his mascular back
Me : ahhhhh .. Live me... Why did you locked the door.
. He is standing near the door, faceing his back to me. I know him. O know who is he now.
Me : abhi. What are you doing here.? You were in kolkata right?

No reply... He just turned to me and crossing his arms in his chest.

Me:why did u came back to my life again?"
Abhi : tell me, why have you left me?
Me: my choice. I dnt love you.

He slowly came towards me. N in a sec i bump against the wall. His left hand is in my right side of the wall n his right hand sensually touched my bare waist. I slowly close my eyes. N in a sec, he lean towards me and sucked my lower lips. I dnt know why i responded in return. My body felt totally numb by his immense Kiss.
Abhi : then love, tell me why do i have same affect on you till now..
He whispered.
Me : live me abhi.
Abhi : no Mam. I will not.
He started giving wet kisses on my neck. His right hand slowly touched my belly button and moving upward. His hands cupped my breast and slowly starts squseing it. My knees are getting week and my hands automatically went to his hairs. My breath are becoming heavy.
Abhi : tell me.. Mam tell me. Why had you left me.
Me :: abhiii.... Stoppp. Ittt.. Please.
Abhi