blackbear imagines [DISCONTINUED]

[1] valley girls.

*flashback*

i walked into my apartment after a long day of work. i was expecting to find my girlfriend of two years, y/n there. she wasn't in the living room so i checked to see if she was in our bedroom.  

i opened the door and never expected to see what i saw. y/n was there fucking someone that wasn't me.  it was my best friend, tyler.  "what the fuck y/n!"  y/n and tyler looked up at me in shock.  "mat, oh my god i didn't know you were coming home early."  y/n said.  i yelled at her, "you're fucking serious? how could you do that to me, especially with my best friend?  

they both looked ashamed. i couldn't forgive them. i opened the closet door to get my stuff.y/n asked what i was doing. "i'm getting my shit and leaving, don't fucking talk to me again, both of y'all".  

i got my stuff and left. i called
my brother tj and he said i could stay with him.   i told him what happened and he told me, "man fuck her, find another, keep your head up it's the summer". he was right. funny how i had the same younger attitude.
 
i called my mother to check on her and i told her. my mother said,"don't rush to be grown
cause them valley girls will always have some growing up to do".

[present day]

i just had another one night stand. the girl i was with tonight was sleeping next to me,naked. i got out of the bed and snorted some more cocaine. it helped with the pain and made me forget about getting cheated on.

i left to do some thinking. i went to my house then into the studio and started to make music. music is my happiness. i wrote down my thoughts and what i was feeling. on the paper i wrote, i ain't looking for, looking for love, just looking for someone to fuck,i ain't looking for,looking for love, i don't need none of that.

i wrote another verse and said,cause i can't wait for you, can't stay for you, won't change for you, and i don't want the same things as you, not chasing you, not blaming you, but i don't want the same things.

i kept writing more and wrote, and forever goes a long way. i'm usually patient, been tired of waiting all the time, usually faded all the time. i ain't looking for,looking for love, just want you, want you to know. i'm just looking for, looking for somebody to fuck, just for the night i swear, i swear if all you want is a quick fuck then let's go.

i took another hit of the cocaine and wrote some of the stuff i already said. 

the last thing i wrote down was, i ain't looking for,looking for love, i'm just looking for, looking for drugs.

this is going to be a great song all thanks to a fucking valley girl.