blackbear imagines [DISCONTINUED]

[6] letters.

today was the day that i was moving out of my parents home. i packed up all of my belongings and headed out to my new apartment. i was very excited to be living on my own without my parents always on my case.

i got to my apartment complex and looked around. it was in a beautiful neighborhood. i never thought that i'd be able to live in such a nice place. growing up in chicago, we didn't have a lot of money.

although i wasn't rich, i had a good childhood. the most memorable thing from my childhood was having a pen pal.  me and my pen pal created a beautiful friendship.

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when i got inside of my apartment, i decided to unpack my things.  in the bottom of one of the boxes, there was a ziplock back.  inside of the ziplock bag were letters.  you could tell they were older from their appearance.

i took the letters out of the bag and couldn't believe what they were.  they were the letters from when i had a pen pal.  on the outside of the letter was messy handwriting and my old address from when i lived in chicago.

in the inside of the letter, it read:
dear y/n,
it's so cool to finally know your name!  i know at first we weren't suppose to know each other's name but oh well.  i'm happy your cool and not some weird pervert.  anyways, hope we get to talk more soon!

as always,
matthew musto

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i giggled as i read the part about the pervert thing. mat's sense of humor was one of my favorite things about him. i read more and this particular letter made me really miss mat.

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dear y/n,
thanks for sending me that picture of you.  y/n your very beautiful.  i know you may not feel the same way, but i just wanted to tell you how i feel about you.  y/n i really like you, a lot.  you make me very happy and i don't know what i'd do without you.

love always,
matthew musto

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i remember when mat sent me this letter.  i didn't know how to react.  mat was a good person and such a sweetheart but i couldn't do the long distance relationship thing.  i didn't even know if i felt that way about mat back then.

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dear y/n,
well i guess this is goodbye since you obviously don't feel the same way i do.  and to think, i actually cared about you.   whatever y/n, i'm done.  so fuck you, you inconsistent bitch.

sincerely,
matthew musto

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going back and seeing this letter made me feel guilty.  i wish me and mat never ended up like this. if only i could go back and tell him that i felt the same way.  my stupid indecisiveness.  i wish mat the best. i wonder what he's up to nowadays.

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a/n: finally... a fuckin update!!! lol i hope this is good and y'all enjoy it.

btw did y'all see the wish u the best reference in the end lol  ;)