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°Promise° pt.16

Jimins POV

I stared at the wall of the hospital room. Dry tears stained my face.
My eyes closed, I longed for relief of knowing she was OKAY.

I was slowly losing hope in everything, every time I asked they just said they don't know yet.

I pictured her smile in my mind and her soft lips against mine.
A sigh escaped me and I looked around the room trying to think of something other than her.

Soon I closed my eyes again, "why?" I whispered, my heart was aching.

"Jimin?" Y/ns voice said, my eyes shot open and I looked around but no one was there. I put my hand on head and stared at the TV.

Her laughs, and cries for help was all I could hear. My lips started quivering and I felt tears coming again.

I sat up an put my hand over my face trying to stop the tears but I couldnt. I stood up and limped towards the door. As I grabbed the door knob I stopped, a strong feeling of sadness hit me.

I fell to my knees and bursted into tears. It felt like I was dying inside.. I couldn't even feel the pain in my leg from moving, I didn't care.

I kept sniffling trying to catch my breath. Slowly I leaned against the wall.

The door opened slowly, but stopped when it hit me. My nurse looked in and stared at me,she slipped through the half open door.

"You shouldn't be out of bed! Come on..." she grabbed my good arm and put it around her neck,her hand around my waist. She walked towards the bed,making me limp with her.

I stared blankly at the floor.
She sat me on my bed. "I'm sorry"

I looked at her and raised a eyebrow. She sighed and looked at me. "This is all I know, the doctors said she was alive, they aren't sure if she's going to survive though, there's a 50% chance of her living. The bullet just missed her heart. That's all I know right now but I'll find out more." The nurse gave me a sad smile.

I looked down and then back at the nurse "is she stable enough for me to see her...?"
The nurse sat there for a moment "I'm not sure, I'll go check."
The nurse turned around and left the room.

I deeply sighed and looked out the window. "Please don't take her...god. I know, I've committed sins that will cost me to go to hell but please.. don't take it out on her. She deserves life.. anything better than me..." the room was silent as I thought.

"If she survives... I need to let her go at least I know she'll be alive, I need her to live...she'll be in danger with me." I blinked looking out the window at the daylight peeking through.

The nurse walked in "she's in room 212, only a few rooms down. don't tell anyone I told you, patients shouldn't be aloud to visit, but I can practically feel the pain coming from you and I can't take it seeing people like this! She's not awake right now though." The nurse smiled at me before leaving.

I stared as she left. Not hesitating to walk towards the door, I opened it and peaked out, seeing no one in the hall. I limped looking for 212.

My heart was going crazy, she's okay? I stopped in front of a door and gulped, hesitating to open the door.

I closed my eyes and opened the door walking into room 212.

I looked up slowly seeing her, she had a breathing mask on and wires.

"Y/n.."I whispered quickly going to her, I took her cold hand into mine. I smiled as I started lightly crying. "I'm sorry... this is my fault."

I took deep breaths trying to stay calm, I started feeling anger.
"I promise you... if you want me to kill him... I will do it, I won't hesitate after what he's done to you.."
I felt her squeeze my hand a little, causing me to look up. Her eyes were opened a little and she smiled at me. I smiled back. "Be strong for me... for us." My smile turned into a sad one when she closed her eyes again.

I heard the door open behind me, when I looked back I seen a man and a woman. "Oh my god...my baby!" The woman yelled tearing up. Was this her parents? I stared at the woman, she kinda looked like y/n.

The man looked at me, he didn't look happy seeing me.

"Who are you!?" He said staring at me like he wanted to push me out of the window or something..

I didn't know what to say so I hesitated when saying, "I am...            y/n's boyfriend.." the dad stared at me and the mom ran over to me and y/n, tears falling out of her eyes as she stared at y/n, the lady was shaking  a little.

"I've never heard of her so called 'boyfriend' " he growled at me.

The mom looked back "shut up...our daughter is lying in a hospital bed and you're worried about her love life!" She almost yelled at the man.

She sniffled and looked at me. "That voice, you're the owner of the house right?"

I looked at her sad expression and nodded slightly. She smiled sadly "so, she finally is dating a guy huh? A cute one to... please... tell me what happened to my daughter..?"

I opened my mouth to speak but didn't an looked down at y/n.

"We were at the club ... and people started shooting... I wish I could've saved her before it was to late."

The mom stared at me before nodding, then she looked at y/n and caressed her cheeks. "Why?...my sweet little child" she whispered.

I looked at the dad who slowly walked over.

The sadness could be seen in their eyes.. I frowned remembering the pain when my mom died.

Y/n started coughing, I looked over at her.

The life monitor started beeping like crazy, my eyes widened.
Y/ns mom started screaming for the doctors.

The doctors rushed in telling us we had to leave, pushing us out..

I stared at her until I was out of the hospital room, blankly I stared at the door.

She's Okay. I thought trying to reassure myself.

I heard the moms sobs behind me, I frowned "I'm sorry..."

Pt.16 end

I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH MY OWN BOOK!? Is that even possible, I'm the writer for god sakes I already know like 2 chapters ahead lol...