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°Old Valentine° pt.21

**Flashback**

Jimins P.o.v

Me and her sat across each other, Jungkook besides me, the silence was awkward. No one knew what to say, but finally she spoke up, "umm, nice of you to join us on Valentine's Day Jungkook." The whole time she was saying that she was glaring at me.

He giggled awkwardly, "sorry, should i go?" He asked sensing the unwanted-ness of his presence.

I sighed and threw my arm around Jungkook, "Nope, my little kookies staying with us!"

Jungkook giggled and scratched his cheeks softly.

I'm sorry kookie...

If only i knew...
Then maybe i wouldn't have done that to her....
Not like I meant to even still..

We all laughed and ate our food, he seemed so happy.
A lot happier than me... he looked alive once again, why? Is this fun?

Usually he's all sad...?

Jungkook looked at me giving me his adorable smile, i managed to smile back and began thinking again.

"Jimin!" She laughed poking my face, while leaning over the table. My eyes met hers, "yea Babe? "
I felt Jungkook freeze when i said that, slowly i stared at him.

He looked like he saw a ghost.
Hesitantly i asked, "kookie? Are you okay??"

He quickly looked at me and smiled, "yeah! Just- i feel sick now."

Something felt off.

"Oh, we can take you home.." my words caused him to quickly shake his head in denial and chuckle, "actually, I'm going to walk- talk to you later."

Quickly I stood up and grabbed jungkooks arm as he turned to walk away, confusedly i was staring at him.

He looked back giving me a sad stare, "please let go hyung.."

My grip tightened making him turn, his back facing me.

Jungkooks P.o.v
** 1 year before **

My heart pounded in my chest rapidly as i waited for her to come.

I hid the bouquet behind me once i noticed her walking, "kookie! Hey!" She yelled waving.

I giggled waving back and walking towards her, we both stopped in front of each other.

She smiled and asked, "so what did you wanna meet about?"
I blushed and gulped, "Look... I know this is sudden but... will you... accept my feelings and- b-be my girlfriend?" I pulled the bouquet from behind me

She gasped and looked up at me, her expression softened sadly.
She shook her head slowly and looked down, "actually Jungkook... I've been dating Jimin for a year now....."

My heart dropped, "huh..?"

She sighed and softly hugged me, I pushed her away, "why...?- what? Why haven't i been told about this??!" My voice became a yell, my heart was shattering with ever second that passed.

She looked at him and went to say something but Jungkook interrupted her, "h-how!? Could you....I've known you before him! What's so special about JIMIN!! "
He felt his eyes start watering.

Jungkook threw the bouquet on the ground and turned walking away from her.

If only i knew how much you loved her... maybe everything would've been okay...

Now all i can say is I'm sorry.
Her face haunts me too...

Pt.21 end

Sorry this chapter is short~