When Abel suddenly comes back into Carolina's life, after years of being gone, he is shocked to see how much she's moved on with her life. Abel wants her back but things aren't as easy as they were before he left. Carolina's changed, she doesn't cra...
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"C, just talk to me" I say as she sits at the edge of the bedpicking at her nails
"I fucked up" she murmurs without looking up at me
It's hurts me that I've made her think that what I've did is her fault, I feel like shit for it. I need her, she makes me a better me. I really don't know how I didn't see all this before but I do now and I need to fix all of this
"No, baby I fucked up"
"No. Aubrey. That's not it" she sighs "I don't think I took the pill the last time we..."
"O-oh" I stutter out, "Do you think you're...?"
"I don't know. It's only been like a week"
"O-oh" I breathe out, I honestly don't know what to say, "When did you realise"
"This morning" she looks up at me with teary eyes, "I was going to take it today but then it hit me that I didn't take it last time"
"Why were you going to take it this morning?"
She looks at me and raises her eyebrows and I look back at her confused, "Abel" she says quickly
"Oh"
The fact that she fucked him the same night she broke up with me hurts but I can't blame her, I fucked shit up
"We can't have a kid Aubrey" Carolina says sternly, "We just... can't"
"Why?"
"Aubrey we aren't even together anymore! Not to mention the fact that you're not even ready to be a father and I'm not ready to be a mother" she cries as a tear rolls down her cheeks
"C, calm down" I coo as I move next to her and place my hand on her cheek
"Don't touch me" she whispers as she jerks her head sideways away from my hand
"Baby, please don't shut me out" I grab her face more sternly making her look at me
"Stop" she says as she brings her small hands to my wrist, "Please"
"What Carolina? I don't know what you want me to do"
"I don't know, Aubrey, I'm so fucking scared"
"I know baby. But you need to talk to me"
"C, we're going to get through this"
"Aubrey, there is no getting through this. If there is a child we're not having it. I'm not letting myself carry your child"
I look at her shocked, Carolina is completely against abortions. For her to even think of that means she must really hate me
"Don't say that"
"Aubrey, you've hurt me so much. You probably don't even understand how much it hurts to be talking to you right now"
"I know I fucked up Carolina. I'm so sorry and I know that apologising doesn't mean shit to you" I pause and wipe a tear as it starts rolling down my cheek, "But let me show you how sorry I am"
