Carolina's POV:
"Positive"
"Oh, wow" I whisper, my head still on his chest. I pull off him and wipe my cheeks, too in shook to move.
"Carolina, I know- "
"Stop" I interupt him, "I don't want to talk right now"
He looks at me and kisses me again, honestly this really is not the time for kisses. I stand there not kissing him back or moving away. I don't think I have the energy or will power to do either. After a little while he pulls off me and looks at me with sad eyes.
His priorities are fucked up is he's upset because I won't kiss him back.
"Aubrey, could you leave, I just need some time to think"
It's so weird to think about how last week I probably would've said Aubrey was the most important thing in my life, but now I'm trying to not hate him.
"C, I can stay here with you"
"I don't want you to" I say sternly, "Please go Aubrey"
He nods and walks out. I wipe the hot tears off my cheeks and head to my bed. I don't even want to think about anything right now. Because at this point everything is fucked up.
NEXT MORNING:I wake up to the sound of someone knocking on my door. For a second I feel fine then everything just hits me, I'm carrying Aubreys child.
I groan before getting up and going to my door, to see Abel standing there with a bag in his hands. "Took you long enough"
"Hey" I croak out.
"Hm, you seem excited to see me" he says sarcastically "Whats wrong?"
I put on a fake smile and shrug, "Nothing"
"Ok, I'll leave it for now I guess" he says before putting his hand under my chin and kissing me quickly, "I went to the bakery and got you some breakfast"
"Thanks, but I'm not really hungry" I mutter as I walk in with Abel behind me.
"So... what happened with that nigga yesterday?" he asks as he places the bag on the counter.
I sigh and sit on the island opposite him, "Nothing" I lie.
I'm definitely not ready to tell Abel that I might be pregnant, I'll do a test at the hospital next week and if its positive then I guess I'll have to.
If I do end up telling him about this child, I'm pretty sure I'll be the end of our relationship. Because I doubt he'll want to be a step father to Aubreys child.
"Lina are you good?" he asks as he moves toward me and stands between my legs. "You look sick"
Shit, I guess the preganancy glow isn't real.
"I'm fine"
"I'm not believing that. Baby, tell me whats wrong"
"Abel I said its nothing, Just drop it"
"Lina, you look like you're about to throw up. Just tell -" Abel starts before he's cut off by a knock on the door.
"I'll get it" I whisper before hopping off the island and walking over to the door.
I open it and see Aubrey standing there. Fuck my life.
"C, can I come in?" he asks as he puts his hands into the pocket of this Stone Island jacket.
"Erm... now isn't a good time" I reply back nervously.
"We need to talk Carolina"
In the corner of my eye I see Abel walking toward the door and my heartbeat sky rockets. "Aubrey, not now"
"Lina?" Abel says before coming up next to me, staring Aubrey down, "You okay?" he brings an arm out and wraps in around my waist.
"Yeah" I nod as I look at Abel, "Aubrey, can you just come back another time. I can't really talk right now"
"What is there to talk about?" Abel asks.
I feel my heart speed up, knowing Aubrey's petty as he'll tell Abel just to spite me. "Nothing"
"I would think you'd know since you're the one playing happy families with her now" Aubrey says as he looks at me.
"Huh?" Abel asks confused.
"Oh, she hasn't let you know yet" Aubrey mutters as he nods slowly.
"Let me know what?" Abel asks more sternly than the first time.
I look at Aubrey pleadingly, "Nothing"
"No, Lina, don't tell me it's nothing. What do I need to know?"
I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out, I just stand there with my mouth slightly parted. Abel looks from me to Aubrey expectantly.
"Is anyone going to talk?" Abel asks irritatedly, breaking the tense silence.
I stand there scared as fuck, trying to gather up the courage to say something. Honestly nothing could help this situation right now.
"I think Carolina should tell you" Aubrey says.
"Aubrey could you go?" I gather the courage to say, "Like now"
"Nah, no. Nigga, tell me. What do I need to know?" Abel says as he moves his hand off my waist and crosses his arms, he's clearly pissed.
"Abel, just drop this" I whisper to him.
"Carolina, shut the fuck up before you piss me off" Abel snarls before sighing, "What do I need to know?" He asks as he turns back to Aubrey.
"Carolina's pregnant" Aubrey says.
I close my eyes and look down. Abel doesn't says anything for a while, and neither does Aubrey. But I feel both of their eyes on me.
"And it's yours?" Abel asks Aubrey.
"Yeah" Aubrey says before sighing.
"Aubrey could you please go" I plead again as I look up at him.
He sighs before walking off, as soon a he goes Abel walks back into the kitchen to pick up his stuff. "Where are you going?"
"Carolina you have me fucked up right now! You didn't tell me"
"It's not something I can just blurt out!" I try to defend myself.
"But he can blurt it?" Abel shakes his head, "You didn't tell me"
"I'm sorry"
"How long have you known?"
"I only found out last night"
"Why didn't you just tell me?" he walks up to me, "I mean... I understand"
"You still want to be with me?"
"What? Yeah Lina of course" he says with a smile.
"I thought that you would want me if I was having someone elses kid" I admit.
Abel looks at me with a screwface and I instantly feel awkward. I really underestimated Abel.
"Fuck no. Just means that when you grow there's even more of you to love" he says before kissing me.
|a/n|
I had the first part done since sunday but I had such bad writers block ugh. But its out now babiessss :) Don't forget to vote and comment XO
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FanfictionWhen Abel suddenly comes back into Carolina's life, after years of being gone, he is shocked to see how much she's moved on with her life. Abel wants her back but things aren't as easy as they were before he left. Carolina's changed, she doesn't cra...