*Robin*
I hate my life. Not something you here everyday right? Well, that's what I say. Every freaking day.
My fathers a total asshole. You know what? I'm not even going to acknowledge him as my father. He's my stupid sperm donor. I mean what father beats their son?
All because I was born different. Instead of having a penis I have a vagina. Yep a vagina. I don't know what went wrong with my birth. But something had to of happened.
This is not normal. Boys at school bully me all the time. And people just sit there and watch. Like a little help here. I'm only 4'10. I can barely keep my self together.
My mom tried to get them to stop but my sperm donor got in the way. He treated her worst than he treats me. So she left.
Didn't even think to get me. She just left. A sad smile was on her face. Tears ran down her eyes as she looked at me from the bottom floor and turned around and walked right out.
It was a horrible feeling. Watching her walk away from me. That night my father beat me into oblivion.
"It's all your fault. All your fucking fault she left." He yelled at me. Eyes filled with rage. I shrieked back from him.
"I-i d-d-didn't mean t-to. S-she j-just left." I stuttered.
He didn't buy it though. He threw his beer bottle at me. Then a punch to the face. Kicks and punches thrown at every part of my body.
The last thing I remembered was saying I'm sorry.
The next morning I woke up still on the living room floor. A note was next to my face. I'm not going to explain how painful it was to reach and get it.
If your not dead then I hope you read this. Clean every part of this house by the time I get back. Your know good of a mother came back to get her stuff and left. Without you. Ha. She didn't even want you. How sad. Not. And your going to a new school on Monday. I'm not wasting my money on some worthless piece of shit.
Dad
Tears ran down my face as I read the part about my mother. Why did she try and help me if she didn't want me? So many questions ran through my mind. New school?
I hope it's better than the last one. I Don't want to bullied at another school. I don't want any friends. I just want to be left alone. No one bothering me.
I hope all goes well.
