*Robin*
He kissed me. It felt amazing. The romance books that I read did not do that kids any justice. It was more than fire works. So much more.
It felt like my wanted to rip out of my chest. I got up and walked into my room. I can't believe we had touch to touch chemistry. I mean I barely now him. But it did feel good.
When can we do it again? God, what am I thinking.
I walked into my closet to find things to wear. I grabbed my black lace panties, white leggings, and my floral button up shirt.
I headed towards my bathroom. Not before setting the baby monitors on though. Gotta make sure I head the kids.
I turn the gold nobs until the right temperature of water starts falling out. I stop the tub up.
Taking off my panties and small T-shirt. I slide into the tub. The hot water feels good. Especially on my private. I let out a little moan at the intensity.
I don't know what happened. But I started to think about what happened with me and Darren.
The heat down there intensified some more. I slid my hand down to my private and rubbed it. A loud squeal left my mouth.
That felt heavenly. I did it again, but this time I pictured Darren doing it. I moaned and moaned his name.
Then one of my fingers slipped in.
"Ooo. Darren!" Was all that escaped my mouth.
I stilled my actions for a bit. I thought heard something. But I guess I didn't. I started to slide my finger in and out of me. Moaning Darren's name out every time.
This feeling in the bottom of my stomach had become so strong. It felt like I had to pee. I tried to stop it but it didn't work.
This gush came out of my private. And Darren's name was screamed from my mouth.
I looked down. I didn't see any yellow color. Just a faint white color. That's weird. Wonder what it is?
I'll search it up later. I cleaned myself and got out of the tub. When I was dressed I went to check on the kids.
They were still asleep. Why? I checked the time on my phone, 7:05 a.m. Well that's why. It's so early in the morning.
I walked out of their room with a baby monitor to the kitchen. I played Candy Crush. Then around eight thirty I started to make breakfast.
I cooked eggs, bacon, sausage, pancakes, and some mixed fruit. I hope they like it.
By the time I was finished, it was around nine forty and Danny came down the stairs with a happy Elle in his arms.
She was such a happy baby. I know I only met her last night but she's only been smiling.
"Dada." She chanted.
"Good morning Robin. This looks good." Danny said in a soft and slespy voice.
"Thank you. And good morning to you to." I told him. He smiled as he gave me Elle.
She giggled and kissed my cheek. I cooed at her. I kissed her cheek to. I fixed her, Danny, and myself something to eat.
When we were done I cleaned u the kitchen and headed them back up to their room. Elle kept asking about her daddy so I told her.
"He went out to get all the bad guys in jail, just so we could be safe." Her face fell but then she smiled. It want her usual smile. But a smile none the less.
I put it on cartoons for them to watch while I did homework on my computer.
Fifteen minutes later my phone rang. The kids were so engrossed in the TV they didn't notice.
It was my dad. Here we go.
"H-hello." I answered timidly.
"Hey you piece of shit. I want be home for a year or two. There's this project that's taking a little to long. So you want be going to that school. Your lucky this happened. Very fuckin lucky." He cut the line after he said that.
Tears pricked my eyes. Don't worry there from being happy. I have never had a break from him that long.
No more beating. Yelling. Cursing. Just the constant abuse. A year. Or even two. That means a lot to me.
I liked at the kids they were laughing at something being done or said on the TV. I smiled and chuckled lowly.
They are my life now. For however long were going to be around each other. I hope it's a very long time. I want to get to now them a little more.
Darren also. Like what's their story. Or favorite foods, colors, songs, etc. I just want to be included. I don't want them to hate me like my dad.
I finished my essay that was due today. And joined the guys watching TV. We ate junk food for a while then we took a nap.
Elle asleep on my chest. Danny under my arm. We were all curled up in Darren's bed.
I felt like I had a real family.
