Changkyun is currently laying down on his bunk bed trying to ignore his growling stomach. He can smell the food Kihyun is cooking but he didn't really want to eat. He doesn't feel like eating at all.
Plus, he doesn't want to make it any more awkward for the members. Whenever Changkyun entered the living room to eat with the others, the noisy atmosphere will immediately die down into silence.
The awkward and tense atmosphere was simply too much to bear so he just ate with the members every once in a while. But that doesn't make it any less awkward.
Changkyun heard a faint knock from the door. He figured it's one of the hyungs from the other room since his roommates never knocked. It's probably Hyunwoo, Hoseok or Hyungwon.
Changkyun sat up from the bed and saw the door opening revealing Hyungwon.
"May I help you hyung?" Changkyun asked politely
Unlike his hyungs from Nu'bility, he can never speak casually to these hyungs. He's too scared they'll scold him for being disrespectful.
"It's time to eat." Hyungwon said with a poker face
It actually looked like he was just there because he was forced to. Not because he cared about the maknae's well-being.
"Gwaenchanhayo (It's okay) hyung. I'm not hungry. Thanks for telling me though." Changkyun said politely
Hyungwon sighed, "Don't expect me to believe that. You skipped breakfast AND lunch. How can you be full?"
Changkyun looked down. He knew the older was right. He barely ate at the dorm. He usually ate at the company's cafeteria or he would eat out. But he only ate a little. He doesn't know why but he really doesn't have the appetite.
"I'm fine hyung I promise." Changkyun insisted while looking at his hyung in the eyes to convince him
Hyungwon sighed. This time, you could tell he is getting irritated.
"Come down Changkyun." Hyungwon said in a serious tone
Changkyun hesitantly crawled to the other end of the bed and got down the ladder rather slowly.
He didn't want to know why Hyungwon told him to come down. Why would his hyung ask him to eat with them? Hyungwon didn't like him. None of them did. So why care for him now?
Changkyun stood in front of Hyungwon with his eyes glued to the floor.
"Manager hyung is noticing that you're getting thin. Thinner than you're supposed to be. So you're eating whether you like it or not. Or else I'll get in trouble because of you." Hyungwon said harshly and walked out closing the door in the process
For once, Changkyun thought Hyungwon actually cared. Of course Hyungwon will only care if he'll get in trouble.
'Pfft. Why would he care for someone like you Changkyun?' Changkyun thought
Changkyun headed for the door and closed it behind him as soon as he got out. All the members were gathered in the living room with their coffee table full of food in the middle of their mini circle.
Changkyun slowly (and hesitantly) walked towards the small circle sitting in the only seat left. Between the two people that hated him most, Wonho and Hyungwon.
'Why did the remaining spot have to be between them?' Changkyun complained in his mind
Changkyun took a little food and ate quietly as he listened to his hyungs talk. He knew he didn't have the right to butt in into their conversation just like that.
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FanfictionThe 6 hyungs never treated Changkyun as the maknae. But what will they do if something irreversible happens and changes their lives forever? ~~~~~~~ Arabic translation available with @Rofi25