Save Me From Myself

Chapter 8

(Jason's P.O.V)

"Pattie I promise you I'll find him okay I'll bring him back okay..."she's actually been crying I'm kinda pissed at her at the moment this girl trying to tell me what to do but I agreed with her about Justin because honestly I'm too old for him.

I lied and told her I didn't care about him but I do and the damage is done he heard my horrible lie."okay Pattie angel sleeping if he wakes up just give him some warm milk and a cookie and he'll knock out."she rolled her eyes at me."I know how to take care of a child Jason now go get me my baby please.

"I nodded and closed the front door behind me.Where the hell can he be right now it's fucking midnight and it's hella dark outside.I started driving down the street and using my flashlight to get a clear view of the streets.

I drove for about 5 minutes when I noticed a shoe in the middle of the road and it looked too familiar.I got out of the car and started walking towards the shoe and I knew for sure it was Justin's because it had J.B written on the side with sharpie or something.

I started to panic a little because why would he lose his shoe and at this point I started to hate myself a little bit I should have been more careful about what I said I honestly didn't mean it but right now Justin thinks I did.

"Justin! I looked over towards some bushes and trees maybe I'll find him here.I started walking into the small woods and flashed my light around.

I saw a little pond and started walking a little faster towards but I tripped on something and fell right on my face.I knew I was bleeding from my nose.I turned my head towards my feet and I felt a little relief it was Justin sleeping like a baby he honestly looked so dahm innocent yet he was always a big flirt.

I knew I caused those dry tears on his face and I feel so disgusted in myself.I dusted my clothes off and decided I'll just carry him to the car.I picked him up like a baby and he immediately snuggled up to my neck and wrapped his legs around my waist.

I walked over the car and put him in the back seat and used my jacket to cover him up.I started driving back to my house and just hopping that Justin didn't hate me.

I know I fucked up but what can I do if his mom doesn't want him around me than I can't do anything about it.I drove back up the street and finally saw my house all the lights were on so that means one thing.My crazy son is driving Mrs.Bieber crazy right now.

I parked the car and turned of the engine Looking back at Justin his face is so innocent and pure and for some reason I kinda wanna hold him but my smile broke into a frown when I realized that we can't have a future together.

Its just too risky for my kid and the way Pattie yelled at me today simply because I made her son fall for me which I wasn't trying to like dahm now that I'm feeling something for him he's getting taken away.

I have to stop thinking about this.I picked up Justin's small little body in my arms and ringed the doorbell because my arms were full.

I was surprised to see that my mom opened the door.She raised her eyebrows at Justin in my arms."so this is Justin he looks so adorable."

"Yes mom he is."she smirked at me and moved out of the way.I walked over to the couch and put justin down."Hi Mom."I walked towards her and gave her a big hug."I missed you."

"I missed you too baby...By the way my new friend Pattie wants you to call her as soon as you find Justin so you better get to it."She gave me a kiss on the cheek and headed up the stairs.

I grabbed my cell and called her.It rang for about 10 seconds before I heard her voice.

(Pattie)"Jason!...did you find my baby?"

(Jason)"Yes I did he's right here I found him sleeping in the woods he's sleeping on my couch now."

(Pattie)"Oh my gosh thank you I'll go pick him up."

(Jason)"Actually I was wondering if he can sleep over and I'll take him home in the morning it's kinda late for you to be driving ain't it."

(Pattie)"Fine but only if he sleeps in a separate bedroom okay."

(Jason)"Yes he will Thank you"

(Pattie)"Alright have a good night"

(Jason)"You too"

I hanged up the call and felt relief.I'll let Justin sleep in the other bedroom then when he wakes up I'll apologize and he can go from there.A little tiny kiss  won't hurt either right.

I went upstairs to check on Angel and surprisingly he was sound asleep.He usually wakes up all the time to pee or drink milk.

I came back down the stairs to get Justin to bed.Once I made it to his room.I pulled off his pants and socks​ and tucked him in he was literally wearing Superman boxers and I thought it was so adorable.I pulled the covers over him just to make sure he's worm.I gave him a kiss on the forehead and closed his door.

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(3 hours later)

I was wide awake in my bedroom just looking at the wall.Even though I had work in the morning I just couldn't sleep.I can get Justin's face out if my mind.

The worst part about it was that it wasn't even Justin smiling it was the horrified look on his face before he ran off that haunts me.

I honestly wish I can take back those words I said last night I didn't mean them and I don't know what do.I just wanna hold him.

(knock,knock,knock)

"Come in." I said I'm pretty sure it was my little man.

"Daddy?...can I sleep with you?"he gave me those pouty lips that always control my decisions.

I picked him up and started walking to Justin's room.
"How bout we sleep with Justin he's here."

"Please! where's juju?" He literally jumped out of my arms and started running down the hall.

"Angel he's in guest room c'mon."I waved him over to me.My little man opened the door very quietly and looked inside.I turned on my phone light and there he was sleeping like a baby.

"let's get in bed."I grabbed his hand picked up the covers and we slid inside the warmness of the bed.

"goodnight daddy."Angel was in between Justin and I because sharing is caring."goodnight little man.I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face.

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