Love & Hate

These Four Walls

I feel so numb staring at these shower walls

You,

me, 

us.

The good days when nothing else mattered,

when i was happy and in your arms

It's begun the feeling that the end has come

Now I'm no longer immune,

immune to this world,

immune to the bullshit,

and immune to life,

but your not here to help me through it.

And i, i can't come alive, i want the room to take me under 

Because i need you,

i can't make it without you,

i want us to be back the way we were

i want you to tell me you'll be there for me,

that you'll love me eternally,

but i guess that's impossible at the moment.

The pillow's wet from these tears i've cried

I need someone.

No. I need you,

your words,

how you made me feel better,

how you held me in your arms,

how you turned my darkness into light,

and how you were always there to wipe my tears away.

If your not here to turn the lights off i can't sleep

Cus of the memories,

the fact that you're not beside me,

talking to me,

lookin' at me 

so now it's just ...

These four walls and me