Xahara

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                              Xahara

OH MY FUCKINGG MUHAMMAD HELP ME !!!! I'M ABOUT TO PASS OUT !

"You think I'm not about to pass out watching this Rae"

"You watched Heather have a baby already you should be used to this"

"Not 2 though"

"Keep talking to me it takes some of the pain away"

I guess I said that at the wrong time because the doctor came in and said its time for me to push

"PUSHHH Ms.Santiago"

I pushed feeling the most painful thing in the world "AHHEEEEHHEEEEHEEEE" I scream squeezing the shit out of Faheem hand

He even winced in pain, Lol, before I know it I've pushed a baby out and another with no pain at all

He was right, he passed out

I laughed when he did though

It has been 17 hours when I woke up and didn't see my babies I panicked

I reached over and slapped Faheem he jumped up "Faheem go get the doctor now"

The doctor came back with my babies but not with Faheem

Maybe he ran off

Maybe he didn't want to see them

Maybe he was going back to his wife again

Every thought brought tears to my face but I thought I'll always have my kids

As the doctor handed me the girl I knew what I'd name her immediately, Sadie Santiago Killicks as I held her close the door opened and Faheem walked in walking towards me

His out stretched arms told me he wasn't going no where

As I handed her to him, I was handed my baby boy I didn't know what I'd name him so I called faheem

"Yes Rae" "What you want to name him Faheem" "Not my name I know that much I'm already the third"

"Uhhhmmmm" "What about Sebastian?"

"I actually like that Sebastian Santiago Killicks"

"Well then its set"

Faheem puts Sadie & Sebastian in their baby beds together & he sits in the chair looking uncomfortable

The doctor walks in with birth certificates

"We're naming them Sadie & Sebastian Santiago Killicks"

"Sadie for Sarah ?"

"Yes" I tell him as I sign it then Faheem signs them

I smile first time I'm actually happy all day long

I roll over and look at Faheem he looks so uncomfortable so I scoot over

"Come on Faheem" he gets in the bed and we go to sleep

Waking up feeling dirty ain't cool so I get in the shower and wash up

That same day we took Sadie & Sebastian home

2 Months Later

Faheem has came everyday sense I gave birth & helped me take care of the kids

We've actually bonded everyday we get closee , but we haven't talked about the divorce letter & I don't plan to either.

I've been exercising to get everything tone again

I'm worried about our kids though they don't cry I've heard them cry at the most 2 times a day and thats not normal for babies

They go to sleep all through the night and be up during the day I have to wake them up every 2 hours to feed them

When I went to the doctor he said it was nothing wrong we just have 2 of the rare babies

Warming the milk up Faheem walks in the kitchen & I hand them to him

"We got to talk later Rae" "OK Faheem"

On the side is a image of the house she bought !!!