Xahara

                             SEVEN

                            Xahara

Last Night when I told him she was dying, it seemed as if a part of him was dying.

Clock read 7:23

Faheem stirred, I kissed his forehead and made my way to the restroom to freshen up

Stepped in the shower as I began washing up I felt air

Faheem standing in the door way, he began taking his clothes off I stepped up for him to get in

We didn't do what a lot of people do in the shower, we did the exact opposite

We cried & held each other until I felt it was time I had to go satisfy all my babies not just one

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"Faheem grab Sadie & I'll get Sebastian and Carmen"

Picking Sebastian up & knocking on Carmen door opening it up

I know your wondering what's the point of knocking if I'm just going to stroll in ?

Glancing around her room she's not even in here

I started to panick a little then realised I have a big house she's somewhere in here

Walking downstairs I sit Sebastian in his high chair, put 2 bottles in the microwave, and then started looking for Carmen

I heard a TV so I went to the family room & on the couch laid Carmen

"Good Morning Carmen Baby"

"Good Morning Mama P"

"Want to help me make breakfast?" by the end of the question she was pulling me out the room

Well I take that as a yes

After an hour of teaching Carmen how to cook certain breakfast food, breakfast was served

Faheem wasn't the same, but he was better then last night

He left for work about 15 minutes ago & Heather was on her way to get Carmen

After Carmen left with Heather, I got Sadie & Sebastian ready to go to work with me

Strapping them in the car seat I realised I left my door unlocked I ran to the door

& typed in the security password, closing the door hearing the security click

I turned around to find a man standing next to my car

I didn't need to be looked at for a second time before sprinting towards my babies

"Who are you & What are you doing here ?"

"That's for me to know & for you to find out, but I will tell you this if you adopt her I'll be right here waiting for you to sign her over to me"

My mind registered to me exactly who this man was Ryan Jefferson

"I will do no such thing Mr.Jefferson, with all due respect sir, if she trusted you with her child don't you think she would've asked you to adopt her not me?"