I was paralyzed with fear and I didn't know what to do. I couldn't move him off me. As a last attempt I clenched my muscles as tight as I could hoping he wouldn't be able to get in....it didn't work. I failed.
I know if I fought more it would be worse for me so I played along. I almost cried as I did this all I wanted was for someone to save me but no one ever did no one knew.
*This is so hard I might not even finish it*
The rest of the night I pretended to be happy even tho he raped me again before I was finally able to leave and go home. The whole rifle home I was blank. Completely in shock. My mom had texted me asking how the movie was and I remember thinking "the movie was good but I couldn't enjoy it cuz I was raped twice by a guy I barely knew and had to pretend to be okay and now idk what to do"
But all I could say was that it was good.
I never told my mother the truth.
YOU ARE READING
It was just a date
Non-Fictionjust me venting out the story of my rape. I hope this helps anyone who's been a survivor of rape. Please don't judge me.
