13. To Keep Or Not To Keep

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No no no. Zayn had to be wrong. There was no way Harry was pregnant. Shaking my head I look at him waiting for him to tell me he's joking or something but that doesn't happen.

"You can not be serious Zayn. There's no way." Zayn nods.

"He's pregnant Niall. And if I recall correctly you called me a few weeks ago saying you two had sex."

"Zayn you don't get it. I can't have a baby with Harry. There must be a different option. Abortion?" Zayn raises an eyebrow at me.

"Do you really think Harry of all people would abort a baby?" I glance towards the kitchen.

"We don't have to tell him Zayn.." Biting my lip, I look up at him.

"Niall, in order to have an abortion Harry's consent would be necessary." Nicole chimes in.

Sighing I look at the floor. "I'll get him to agree to abort it but can you guys not tell he's pregnant yet? I don't want him to get too excited about it, I'll tell him later.."

Zayn nods. "Alright mate. Nicole can give you the prescription for vitamins he should take."

"Also make sure if you guys want to abort it you let Zayn know within the next month or else we can't abort it. Hybrid pregnancys are shorter than humans. Only about half the time so about 4 months from now he'll be due since he's around a month pregnant." She writes up the prescription, giving me the instructions on where to go to get it. Zayn and Nicole then pack up leaving me to deal with Harry.

"Everything okay with Harry?" Harry asks me shortly after they left. He was laying across the couch watching some princess movie on the tv.

I nod a little. "Yes Harry, everything is fine.."

"Why Niall is sad? Niall not happy Harry 'kay?" Sitting up a little he looks at me, he brushes a few strands of hair from his face. He needs a haircut soon as his hair was getting quite long.

"No Harry,  I'm happy your okay. Just unhappy with what Zayn told me."

Harry tilts his head a little, staring at me. "What Zayn tell?"

I ignore his question. "Harry you love me right?"

He nods quickly. "Yes love Niall."

"You would do whatever I ask you to do?" Harry furrows his eyebrows but nods anyways.

"Do you remember a while ago when we had sex?" Harry looks at me a little confused. "When I made you feel good?" Harry nods quickly.

"Yes! Niall make Harry feel good again?" I shake my head a little.

"No Harry. Like I've said before that was a mistake." I pace around a little bit, staring at my feet. "See Harry what I'm trying to get at is.. When we did that.." I clear my throat, glancing up I find his eyes staring at me, wide with curiosity. "Zayn told me that when they did those tests today... They found out you're pregnant..."

Sitting down on the end of the couch,  I run my hand through my hair.

"What pregnant?.." His voice sounded shy and innocent as if he was trying not to upset me. "Thought Harry was okay?"

"Pregnant isn't bad Harry well sometimes.. Nothings wrong with you." Sighing a bit I continue, "Pregnant means you're gonna have a baby Harry.. And since I'm the only one you've had sex with, I'm the father.."

His eyes brighten quickly and he sits up completely, climbing into my lap. "Harry and Niall gonna have baby?!" He smiles really big, hugging me.

"Harry..." Cutting me off he kisses me. I don't kiss him back but he doesn't seem to care. "Don't get too happy about it..." He nuzzles into my neck.

"Harry gonna be a mommy! And Niall be a daddy!"

I really don't want to ruin his moment but I know I'll have to tell him soon that I don't wanna keep it. Abortion seems like a bad idea but having a baby with a hybrid was a worse idea in my opinion. Hybrids were toys, experiments, not friends or partners. I could not have a child with Harry.

"Harry.." He looks up at me, smiling brightly still, despite my depressing tone. "I don't wanna keep it.."

He smile turns to a frown and his face twists in confusion. "Not keep? How not keep? Harry want baby!"

"Harry,  I want to abort it.. That means have it taken out of you so there is no baby. Being a parent is a lot of work Harry. Your not ready for that and neither am I."

"No!" Harry quickly moves out of my lap, accidently falling to the floor. He winces but crawls to the other side of the room. "Harry's baby!" He hisses at me. "Niall no not keep!"

"I don't wanna be a fucking dad Harry! I don't want a baby!" Tears fall down his cheeks. His ears lay flat against the top of his head, his tail curled around his stomach.

"Why Nialls mean to Harry?!" A few tears fall down his cheeks. His green eyes are darker with sadness.

"I'm not mean Niall. I just don't want a baby. Neither should you. We're both young and we're not even together!" 

"No cares... Harry want baby. Niall no be dad. Harry be mommy and daddy."

Harry gets up and makes his way to the bedroom. I hear the door slam shut.

I should have known this would happen. Harry loves everything, of course he wouldn't want to not have a baby. But he's like a child himself, he doesn't even realize what having a baby would be like. I would be stuck raising the kid and still practically raising Harry. No. I'm not doing that. Harry will have to agree to abort it. Whether he likes it or not.

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