Looking for Alaska [ h.s au ] EDITING

Chapter Five - Deeper in the Past

"Well, well, well," a familiar deep voice spoke. I turned to see the person I least expected.

Harry.

"Why are you here?" I swallowed. I was so nervous.

"What are you doing in my profile?" he questioned, a smirk planted on his perfect lips.

"I asked you first," I retorted.

"Well your father said come at any time to keep Alaska busy, but clearly you already are." He pointed to the folder. "Now answer my question why are you snooping in my folder?"

"Well, I know you weren't telling the truth so I did my own research." I sounded nervous because I really didn't expect him.

"You killed all those people? Why?" I questioned. That question provoked my curiosity.

"Yeah."

"Why?" I repeated.

"Because I was insane back then," he sighed.

"What about now?"

"I'm fine now." He tried to put a hand on my arm but I flinched away.

"What, you don't trust me now?" There was sarcasm in his voice.

"Yeah," I said seriously. How does he think I trust him now after what I just found out? He killed a whole class and now he acts like he's fucking sane?

"Come on, I'm on medication," he said, putting his hands in his pockets.

"That doesn't change your past," I retorted.

"No, it doesn't, but please don't judge me of my past." He took a step forward.

"How could I not? You were insane back then and probably still are now," I said, raising my voice a little.

"I'm not and trust me when I say I'm not." Harry put his two hands on my waist and forcefully pulled me on him.

"Please trust me," he said, crashing his lips on me. I felt his pink plump lips moistened and hungrily attacking my small frail lips. He swiped his tongue on my lower lip, asking for access and I immediately opened my mouth a little for him to enter. And felt his tongue exploring my mouth. He finally left my lips and leaned his forehead against mine.

"I've been wanting to do that since I first met you," he said, breathing hard before pecking my lips.

I'm so astonished by my actions and I knew I wanted that when I first saw him in my driveway.

"Me too," I said. I was breathing hard as well.

"Wel, it's four and your dad told me he won't be back until five-thirty. What do you say we continue this in your bedroom?"

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I felt warm with Harry's lips penetrating mine and we both fell back with him on top of me on my bed. I wanted to get cozy and I kicked off my shoes while Harry was exploring every bit of my mouth. He responded and did the same, taking off his flannel by revealing his Kiss t-shirt.

I love his lips, how soft they felt against mine, how his tongue glides against mine.

I felt something tingle in the pit of my stomach. I was in need of him so I took off his shirt and broke our kiss to see him bare. He had two little birds on his collarbone and in the middle of his stomach was a moth tattoo.

"Like what you see?" he said, curling his lips in a smirk. I rolled my eyes and pulled him back into me. I felt his lips once again attack mine but this time felt his two large hands grope my breasts and squeezing them. I moaned in the kiss which caused harry to smile in the kiss. I decided to take off my top while kissing him.

Who knew multitasking was this hard?

I tried so hard not breaking our kiss which seemed fine. I was now left alone in my skirt and white lace bra and Harry shirtless. I felt in my underwear, I was becoming wet because I was still a virgin and I was easily turned on which caused me to be wet down there.

He decided to unbuckle his belt and takeoff his jeans leaving him in his boxers. And to not make him feel lonely I took off my skirt leaving us in our undergarments.

"Your so beautiful" he murmured whilst kissing my neck and sucking on the skin. I felt his tongue pat down the area he bit.

This was all wrong I couldn't possibly be doing this to him because he was my fathers patient and still I'm judging him of his past. And another thing was he has a girlfriend. If it wasn't for all these things I wouldn't be second guessing myself. I pulled away from the kiss to leave a flustered Harry still panting.

"What?" he asked, his body a bit sweaty.

"You have a girlfriend," I pointed out, getting up and putting my top on.

"So what?" he questioned. He tried leaning into me but I backed away.

"'So what? This is wrong and I can't replace these things we just did. And now I'm asking you to put on your clothes and leave," I said in a firm voice, trying to compose myself. He got up and started putting his clothes back on before walking towards me.

"I won't regret these things, Alaska Martins," he said, kissing my cheek, leaving me all alone in my room.

(A/N) haha I made this chapter a little heated and so grateful that I have 200 reads and more than 20 votes! You guys are awesome. ily
-nicole

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