"You promised yourself that you won't fall hard again. Until you met someone that makes you feel fly again."
"Noona, if you're not going to make me any food I might as well go and eat in a resto." Taehyung complained. "Go ahead Taetae I'm still kinda busy with this DIY shit. Oh, and also I hope you meet a cute guy." Raerin said and winked, making her cousin blush crimson. "Sh-shut up noona I-I'm not interested wi-with guys" Taehyung stuttered. "Oh really, says the boy who watches gay porn and got heartbroken by a boy." Taehyung was so shocked by the remarks of his cousin and blushed even more. "I-I'm going noona ba-bye" and with that Raerin burst out laughing.
Taehyung decided to go to a restaurant with the name NamJin Resto since the ambiance of it seems great. When he walked in the smell of delicious food put a smile on his face. While his gaze is searching for a seat it landed on a sad looking small guy.
"Oh shit, It's him, I gotta act cool and pretend to do something." he grabbed his phone and pretended to talk to his cousin Raerin. He quickly sat at the opposite part of the Resto still with a great view of the other person.
"Jimin, I hope you make a move on me. I liked you from the very first time I saw you." He muttered to himself. "But what if you won't like me, I couldn't handle getting my heart broken again.
//Flashback//
Taehyung was going to stay at his aunt for awhile because his mother is working abroad for his future. It's quite okay for him to stay there especially since he was
Close to his cousin Raerin and her best friend Yoongi that lives a couple of blocks from their house. When he came to his aunt's place he couldn't stop staring at the sleeping small guy nextdoor. "Wow he looks so cute." The boy woke up and Taehyung quickly hid and peaked through a small opening in the window. "But why does he look so sad?" Taehyung whispered to himself."Noona, who's the guy next door?" Taehyung asked his cousin. "I'm really not sure, I think his name is Jimin. He seems a really sad guy and he rarely even socialize. I bet you he doesn't even know my name or even my existence." Raerin said.
"But he's like your neighbor how can he not know your name?" Taehyung asked. "As I have told you that kid is one sad person, but i gotta admit hes a cute sad person" Raerin remarked " woah do you like him noona? Taehyung felt something in his chest but decided to disregard it. " No I'd rather ship him with another boy cause BL is life." With that Taehyung kind of felt at ease with the words of her cousin. He was happy Raerin doesn't like Jimin. Maybe because He wants him for himself.
"I think I like him noona" Taehyung shyly said, Raerin was so shocked and a smile began to appear on her face. "That's so cute Taetae, I totally ship the both of you. But let's keep it to ourselves okay since both of our parents are quite Homophobic." Raerin sadly added.
"We wouldn't want another 'Mark' incident do we?" Raerin whispered to Taehyung. Hurt was clearly seen from Taehyung's eyes. "Yes noona, we wouldn't want another incident just like that"
"So, by the way, what's your plan with jimin Raerin asked. "I'm not going to do anything noona, Raerin was shocked by what Taehyung just said. "Ba-but why wouldn't you do anything? What if you two were meant for each other?" She asked. "But what if the person you were meant to be with can never be yours?" Taehyung said getting a little bit emotional.
"You'll never know unless you tried, but I understand why you feel that way. You promised yourself that you wont fall hard again. But what will you do, now that you found someone that makes you feel fly again."
"Absolutely nothing"//End of flashback//
"I wouldn't do anything for now Jimin. I hope you make the first move. Maybe that's a sign that we were meant for each other." Taehyung said while eating his ravioli. "Whoever is there up above please give me a sign." Right after he said that in his mind a piece of news paper fell from another customer, and when he grabbed it the first phrase he saw was go for it.
He was smiling like crazy after that and sneakily took a peak to where Jimin was seated. He hurriedly finish his meal and payed. When he was about to exit a smile is clearly painted on his face.
"Noona, do you know which school he goes into?"
Taehyung cutely asked his cousin. "Yes, we're schoolmates actually." This made Taehyung smile. "By the way, why are you asking?" Raerin asked."I think I wanna transfer there." Raerin was shocked by what taehyubg said. "Wait really? But our school is like 2 hrs away that's why I stay at the dorms. Would you want that?" Raerin questioned."Well if that's the case I think he stays at the dorms as well." Taehyung remarked. "Maybe in that case we'll meet more often." Raerin was kinda agreeing with Taehyung on this one.
"Okay Taehyung go ahead and transfer, but there's one thing. Jimin is kind of a loner in a school. Aside from Kookie and Hoseok he doesn't really hang with anyone.
"Then I guess he'll hang with me" Taehyung confidently said to his cousin.
"What if he doesn't want you to hang out with him. What if he wants to be alone. Or even wore what if he already likes someone." Raerin negatively said. This made Taehyung a little bit nervous, but he is sure going to do everything he can to make the "what ifs" turn into "I'm glad I did that"
"Fuck it"
A/N: I'm getting more pathetic by the second. I'm so sorry but ey atleast it's an update. Btw I'll try to update as much as posiible maybe a couple or a single update everyday.

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What if? //VMIN//
Fiksi PenggemarIt is a risk to love. "What if it doesn't work?" "Ah, but what if it does?" "But what if the person you were meant to be with can never be yours?" "Maybe stop the what ifs and start with 'fuck it'."