Skinny love

IX

Here before me stood a man, more like a teenage boy who was attempting to turn into a man inviting me into the comfort of his home…believing I was probably some type of rich sweet heart who was only being nice and comforted him last night unaware that we have met before at a club a while back where he shined the side of him no person, has ever seen, or at least I wished to believe. I knew I would look rude and ungrateful in taking upon his request but I just wished to be rather alone…who was I kidding?I was always alone? I lived in solitude. absolute solitude. 

I nodded quickly before answering “I need to be back around five-thirtyish that’s when harry gets home” I bit my lip nervously, his eyes looked at me and then looked back down. “Is he your um…boyfriend?” I felt my cheeks heat up quickly…not at the thought of dating harry but at the thought that someone actually believed I could POSSIBLY have a boyfriend was absurd. I shook my head quickly “Gosh no, I’ve never had a boyfriend” I nodded before he led his mouth to drop in shock. 

“Never?”

“No..”I said shyly I never knew this was such a horrible thing, it never hit me that I needed someone to make feel special and happy the way he described Selena made him feel..I guess he understood I was just not too comfortable with hearing him cry about a girl I didn’t know a word about.

“So you cheated on selena?” he nodded looking down.

“May I ask why?”

“I thought I would enjoy myself and have a little fun god.. I was drunk.”he buried his hands into his palms, I couldn’t help but feeling bad for him.

“This isn’t the first time is it?” his eyes met mine and he quietly spoke “How do you know?” I felt awkward, “I just k-knew”  

“Please don’t say anything” he whispered.

I was upset with the boy that sat infront of me, angry, how dare he? Drunk was no excuse. He knew exactly what he was doing when he was sleeping around with some girl around in the bedsheets or the motel room just downtown. 

"Wow?"

"Wow, what?"

"I mean, being drunk is no excuse..I mean apologize tell her what's going with you? Is it an addiction do you need to go to re-" before I could finish he rushed towards my side shutting me up quickly my heart picked up speed quickly. "Don't you dare say it?" he looked down.  The word was rehab. Why was he so afraid. 

"Sorry I didn't mean to upset you." I shook my head.

"Do you want a cake-pop?" he smiled.

"I've never tried one..."

"Have you been living under a rock for the last twenty years?? Jesus christ."  

"Well I've been living in a apartment hidden away." I mumbled.

He returned with a white 'Cake-Pop' before placing inbetween my lips and I took a sweet bite of it filling my taste buns with satisfaction.

"I love it."

"I know right?" he smiled.

"what's your name?" 

"Justin" he nodded.

"Well, Justin I think I love your cake-pops" I smiled.

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Quick filler chapter sorry ilysm xx