Secret Colours

2: A Love Poem?

Garu's POV

As part of my plan here is all I need. Simply some flowers, and a love poem, oh and also make sure Pucca doesn't the spoil the surprise.

I gave my cat Mio a bowl of food and went out to the shop to buy some flowers. In the shop there were tulips, lavenders, daffodils, but the one that catches my eye are a bunch of red roses. Very romantic. This is getting awkward because I'm not a romantic type I mean I never was.. And a knowledge of flowers? Really?!

Anyway back to the plan, I brought some roses and headed back home. While I was on my way back I can't stop thinking about her coming back, I'm afraid of her interrupting and spoiling the plan. See this is what I put up with! An impulsive carefree stalker who would never leave me alone no matter where I go or what I do! Yes I'm getting paranoid and that's one of the results!

After my rant I'm finally home without disturbance! Yes that's an achievement which is also one of the results. Now I have enough time to write a love poem. This is exciting, Pucca is gonna love this!

After I finished the poem, I put it in the envelope safe. I don't want her to read it in here though.

*writes on envelope*
'My Sweet Pucca (open when you get home) :)'
There that should do it, Pucca will be here right about...

*door bell rings*

Perfect. I walk to the door and just as I predicted there's my sweet Pucca. I gave her a hug first followed by an envelope and a bunch of roses. I smiled as I handed them to her.

Pucca got excited and gave me another hug, well a death hug this time and I struggled to breathe. She must be really happy! She read the envelope and didn't look disappointed that she had to go back home, in fact she's excited! She quickly kissed me and ran back to her home.

'Well that was easy.' I thought. Glad she didn't stay long. Now I have to wait until tomorrow for Pucca to return at her own time (usually at noon), and when she does not return back, that means it's working.

Pucca's POV

Who knew my day would get any better?! After I had lunch with Ching, I came back to Garu's and he fricken gave me a hug and a bunch of roses! That literally has to be the best day of my life! It was so unexpected of Garu

And a love poem?! How romantic! I can't wait to read it! I rushed back home and went upstairs to my bedroom and in case you haven't noticed, my room is full of Garu posters. I opened up the envelope and started reading the poem while cuddling with my Garu frame.

A love poem for my sweet Pucca who shines so bright,
yet doesn't understand my own real thoughts.
You may think I'm your boyfriend, but your delusions have prevented you from seeing the truth.
Your friends and relatives may think your fantasies are adorable,
but in reality you need psychiatric treatment.
My love from you may sound cute, look at it from my POV it's truly disgusting.
You may seem like a sweet and cheerful young girl to them,
if only they knew how annoying you truly are.
It really is a horror the amount of kisses I receive from you,
that I would rather kiss a toilet seat than to let your wet lips touch my skin.
I have no idea how you my dear have managed to chase me,
because from the looks of it you need to lose some weight.
You may look pretty in your own little world,
but for what I see is utter ugliness.
My ninja training has always been disturbed,
well that's how much of a pest you completely are.
When you're on top of me it's not how strong you think you are,
it's how chubby you really are.
For the past 2 and a half years they've been the worst years of my life,
and it's really because you're in it.
Forcing me to love you has been incredibly dreadful so you could've made a better option,
but you've caused enough damage already so now you're too late.
You're a waste of my time you're a waste of my space,
so get your fat ass out of my sight!
My only wish is to create as many years without you as possible,
so I can live in peace without my stalker.
Love has truly blinded you,
so from this poem you will see how much I truly hate you.

-Hate from NOT your boyfriend Garu

I can't believe it. I just can't...

*sniffs & takes deep breaths* Keep it together Pucca, just keep it... Oh who am I kidding, I really am a waste of space! If only I lost weight and if only I stopped stalking earlier I would've... *starts sobbing loud*

*door opens*

"Pucca, what's the matter?" Uncle Dumpling asked with concern. I handed my 3 uncles a poem from Garu. It took a little while for them to read and sink in.

"Man Garu really has shown his true colours." Uncle Linguini said. "I'm gonna give that boy a piece of my mind!" Uncle Ho said angrily. I held him back though because I don't want anyone to cause a scene right now, it'll only just make it worse.

"We'll go downstairs and check the food." Uncle Dumpling said sadly, and left me to it. It wasn't long until one of them came back to check on me. It was Uncle Ho. "How are you doing Pucca?" He asked. My head is buried in the pillow, still crying. "Your uncles are downstairs working for their customers, they want you to come downstairs and get your dinner." Uncle Ho informed.

I wiped my tears and went downstairs to get dinner. I put a smile on my face as my way of saying thank you and carried my food up the stairs. "You're welcome Pucca, make sure you rest early." Uncle Dumpling reminded. "And good night." Uncle Linguini said finishing the sentence.

I made it to my room  and prepared myself for some food. As I took a few bites of my food, there were these echoes playing through my mind:

"You need to lose some weight."
"It's how chubby you really are."
"GET YOUR FAT ASS OUT OF MY SIGHT!"

This has recently started playing over and over again and these thoughts just won't go away. I guess that means I can't get over him, also I just can't do it! I can't eat now because I would feel more disgusting! *starts crying again* 'I'm an utter failure.' I thought. I then drank some water and have been crying from a few minutes to a few hours until I drifted off to sleep.