It all started in London. (Liam Payne)

Chapter 10

Sorry that it took me so long. I was really busy with school and my intership. Hope you enjoy this chapter !

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Chapter 10 

Nathalie’s p.o.v:

I don’t know why I accepted Liam’s offer.  I didn’t even know that I was ready to move on till now. He was so nice to me and I think that I really need someone this time. Normally I always do everything on my own. I don't need someone to help me. But this time I do. I don't know why, but I feel like it. I really want to move on. I'm sure of it!

So we start talking about my past and I literally tell him everything and when I say everything, I mean EVERYTHING.  

I tell him about my relation with my parents, about what is going on at school and why I am the way I am now.

"It all started when I was 15" I tell him. "There was a boy named Ricky. I met him because of a girl from my class. They were friends and she was my friend. She had a picture of us as her profile picture. He asked her who I was and she gave him my number so we started talking. He was 21, six years older than me, but that wasn't a problem for me. We were friends and a lot of people had older friends. So there was no problem. We started talking a lot. Every day actually. He was so sweet, funny, good looking and the list goes on and on. We had a few dates and I started to like him. Actually I fell really hard and fast for him and I thought that he liked me too. I didn't know that he was just a good actor. He acted like he liked me. We went on dates, we kissed and I started to love him. He never asked me to be his girlfriend. I knew he wouldn't, because he told me that he didn't do relationships. He told me that if he loves someone, he shows it and that that is enough. He told me that you don't really need to be in a relationship to love each other. I believed him. I thought that he loved me too. We were happy. Really happy. I had never been that happy in my life. We had amazing days, but we started to argue a lot too. He started to want more. Like sexual more. We did things, but we never had sex. I told him that I didn't want to because I wasn't ready. Even if I did love him I didn't want to have sex with him. Come on, I was 15. He said that it was okay, that we could do other things. You know what I mean" I say. Liam nods.

"The arguments occurred more and more. He started to force me to do things I didn't want to. Some things I did and some I didn't. I remember myself crying at night if I did some things he wanted which I didn't wanted. I felt dirty and used, but I loved him and if you love someone you do things. That was what I believed in." I say.

"Love isn't just from one side. If he loved you he wouldn't have forced you to do those things. He would've just waited till you wanted to" Liam says talking for the first time in 15 minutes.

I nod. "You're right, but love made me blind." I say. Liam nods waiting for me to continue so I continue with my story.

"Suddenly he started to act weird. He had a password on his phone and I couldn't look at it. He never showed me his pictures or anything, but he was always looking at mine. When I asked him if it was okay to look at his pictures he said that he didn't have any, because he doesn't like pictures. I believed him. Even if it sounds really stupid I believed him, because I trusted him. I thought that he wouldn't hide something, because when you love each other, you don't hide things and trust each other. I think that trust is the most important thing in a relationship. Even if we didn't have a real one, I thought we did."

Liam nods.  "You are right. Trust is everything in a relationship. If there is no trust, there won't be love."

"One day we were at his house and he needed to go to the bathroom. His phone was on his bed and wasn't locked so this was my chance to look through it. I trusted him, but something inside me was telling me to look at it. So I went to his album and saw a lot of pictures of naked girls who had written his name on their body. I was so angry when I saw it. I got cheated on. He fucking cheated on me. Even if we didn't have a real relationship he didn't have the right to cheat on me right?"