wow its been damn near like a year and half since i published anything for you my adoring fans of like 171 people alot has happened. like alot alot. like everything from prom. and a vacation up north. so much to catch up on but i fear nobody reads this. things are going well between me and A. accept im worried shes gonna find someone better as usual or im going to fuck things up. but im also stressed about shit load more to. mainly things have been pretty great actually. think i need some anti depressants though.any way i gotta go but im going to try and write more soon. peace !
tuesday. june 6th 2017
hey everyone. sorry my last post was so short i didnt have time. i can try to make this one longer but as usual im being complainy and weird but im guessing if youve read for this long its because im me, anywho. things have been okay accept for my grades. and the constant feeling like my gf is getting fed up with me, but at the same time i cant blame her i havent been much but whiney. ive been playing some new games and trying some new things beyond my norm though which is very very good. my grandma isnt feeling to good and my mom is majoreitivly sad or angry. where as my uncle who seems to have add or some where on the spectrum never gets his situations or whats going on. money is non exsistant. and materials are found worthlelss sometimes. ive felt really connected though. at least to whats around me and not just to the things i like. everyone i pass is just like me a part of humanity. i gtg again i hope people still read my little updates
