My brother is who?

Chapter 4 meeting one direction

Dana's POV
I woke up and got dress in my one direction shirt and shorts then I headed downstairs I heard voices coming from the kitchen I just thought it was the boys and luke I walked in and came face to face with one direction I gasped and froze they looked over at me and Harry said "hi I'm harry you must be Dana." I said "yeah that's me." He gave me a hug I hugged him like my life depend on it I never wanted to let go they really did save my life I forgot to mention this in the begin but when I was 11 years old I was so depressed and I thought no one loved me or cared about me so I decided it was best for me to go and this was a bad day at school for me and my parents were horrible to me I had enough so I took my razor and filled up the bathtub with water and turned on my music and Diana came on I froze in the tub and thought to my self I can't do this I need to be here for them that's when I didn't go through with it now was my chance to thank them I pulled away from harry and said "thank you boys so much you guys literally saved my life." Louis said "what do you mean by that love?" Luke looked at me and I looked at the scars on my wrist my eyes widen I didn't put makeup on them yet I hid them behind my back and bit my lip and said "do you promise not to judge me?"Liam said "love we would never judge you." He took my arms in his hands I was looking into his eyes and thank goodness he didn't see my wrist yet because I knew once they saw my wrist they would freak especially Ashton I don't dare to show him he'll have my head. I sighed and said "when I was 11 years old I decided to almost end my life because I had a horrible day in school and my home life wasn't better so I decided to fill the bath tube up and take a razor to my skin and cut my self until I died but then Diana came on and that stopped me I knew I had to be here for you boys thank you for making me stop."

Then one direction came over to me and gave me a group hug and this now made Luke think that he had to keep his eye on me at all times. I pulled away after a while and harry said "come on a walk with me." I nodded I got my shoes on and we walked to a near by park he said "let me see your wrist." I froze but sighed and handed them to him he sighed and kissed each scar on my wrist as I cried he hugged me and said "please stop we all love you don't do this to your self. You're perfect the way you are please don't do this to your self we'll help you through this."I nodded and said "I'll try for you boys."

Then we headed back to the house I walked in with harry behind me and he said "want to tell them or want me too?" I froze and said "can't it be our little secret?" He said "sorry love you got to tell them too it's to dangerous not too." Luke said "tell us what?" I just stood there I didn't know what to say harry was looking at me I couldn't let him down I sighed and showed them my wrist Ashton said "no baby you don't." I said "I do I'm sorry I can't help it it helps me so much I'm so sorry I'm so messed up I'm so sorry I'm like this you don't need me in your life I should have never came here." I started crying luke came over and hugged me and said "hey shhh we'll help you through this don't worry baby and you're not messed up and I'm happy you came here we will help you get through all of this." I just cried he hugged me then we let go and Ashton said "let me see your wrist." I handed them to him and he took a sharpie and drew a butterfly he said "if you hurt this beautiful butterfly than you broke your promise to us would you ever want to hurt this beautiful thing?" I said "'no." He said "then don't do it to yourself if you need anything I'm here for you to talk to me and so are all the people that are in this room." I said "ok thank you boys you guys Are truly my life savers." Luke said "we won't let anything happen to you we promise you." I nodded happy I finally have people I can trust I'm so happy I finally got to meet my idols who are like brothers to me now my life is so much better now and I love it.

The rest of the day we just hungout and watched movies at the end of the day I fell asleep on Louis with a smile on my face happy that I was safe now.