You Know? Many people say it's horrible to feel alone, not to have anyone near you, no one to hear your help cry within you,
To have no one to give you advice, to support you ...
Well, you wonder why I'm writing about you, right? Because you probably say ... you've always been with me and helped me but, Adam, it's not like that.
All you have to do is read our story and then ... you will see why:
We've known each other for a long time, but do you know that December day when you were not with Shelby, and Allison went out with us ? Exactly, that day, the time you enjoyed it.
From that day on, from the first hug, we started to get better and better. Exactly ... Remember when you came to me? Every Saturday, with
Allison, maybe Harper might come. Do you remember night when you were on the phone or on wapp with me because I was depressed or angry? Or when
You take me to school every day in your arms, followed by the wonderful '' Hi'' that you expect to say always? You always gave me a message and I felt better and better.
But what happened? You found out I liked you, you did not say anything, and you went on talking normally, like you did at first. Then? Then what ... you fell in love with Sheila, I know nice. You said I was the first person who knew you were with her. Cute you said me first. But those days, everything has changed.
You have not written me anymore. I always expect that message from you "Hi", always Adam, always. You did not write at all at all. I needed the immense conversation with you. But you did not know that Adam. You told me how you, you always have the darkness of darkness, and that you are hiding them, so I decided to do the same thing. At school I have always tried to lie like I'm fine and that's what I did. And at home, Adam, i was in my own darkness.
How did you not know I'm okay? How? You were hurting me, Adam. A lot. And you did not know that.
More learned to lie. And you did well but ... you had to realize that something does not bind.
This morning I felt horrible. I told you I did not have anything, but I had. You did not care about Adam. What did you do? You knew I needed to talk to you and you ignored me all day. You did not even greet me or talk to me. More ... you did not even look at me. I miss you ... but you do not know .. you did not know.
Even when I needed you most ... you ignored me. But it hurt so bad. You were the only one who could make me feel good now and not Friends are no longer you.
Stay .. what friends? You know I have no friends. I'm isolated. That I'm getting sick and yet you did what you did. I congratulate you on my only help.
But anyway ... people change, and you said it too. I hope you have a beautiful life.
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SpiritualThis is the diary of Vanessa. Is a girl of 16 years who tells his feelings with people who disappointed her but also loved her, but life that lives daily. We share her thoughts and tips about worldwide. Maybe some of you will find in this book or as...