Love me (if that's what you wanna do)

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I woke up to the sound of my phone buzzing on my bedside table. It was a text from George.

Hey izzy, had to leave and get back to matty's this morning. Sorry. I'll make it up to you I promise. G x

I placed my phone down on the bed and smiled to myself. Then I thought of Matty. If he had known George stayed over here he would've went mad, and that's the last thing I wanted considering I had already fucked things up when I first met him last night.

I got up from my bed and threw on a jumper, some joggies and tied my hair up. I had a really bad headache, and I had nothing really planned for today and couldn't be bothered getting ready. I walked into my extremely messy kitchen, which I definitely needed to clean and started to make myself some tea and toast. I went to sit down on the couch when the door rang. "Just come in" I said continuing to eat my toast. "hey it's me" George said strolling over to the couch. "Hey, how was matty this morning? Did he ask where you were last night?" I asked curiously. "Surprisingly he didn't actually ask. I thought he would but it turns out he didn't" George said brushing his hand through this hair. "Yeah well at least I didn't have to explain to him I was at yours, he would've asked a shit load of questions. He would've been pissed if i told him that we kissed as well" I looked at the floor. Knowing that matty would've been pissed made me feel extremely guilty. "Izzy are you alright?" George asked moving to the couch beside me. "I feel guilty George" I shook my head. "You feel guilty about what?" I looked at him and he stared back, completely confused. "I feel guilty about matty. You know... how he would be pissed off if he found out" I started to fidget with the ends of my jumper. "It's fine!" He said swinging his arm around my shoulders. I moved from underneath his arm and stood up from the couch. "No it's not fine George. It isn't
Fucking fine!!" I shouted. He looked angry, and I felt as if I shouldn't have shouted at him. "Oh I get it. You wanted that to be matty last night" he scoffed. "I shouldn't have came back with you. We only met yesterday" he stood up from the couch and walked towards the door. I followed after him "No, no George I promise I-"
"You what?" He turned to face me. I had nothing to say to him. "YOU WHAT?" George raised his voice. "You were going to apologise weren't you? Well guess what? That was a fucking mistake last night. It shouldn't have happened. You shouldn't have came back with matty, none of this should've fucking happened!" George yelled. I looked up at him blankly and started to tear up. "Oh izzy, I'm sorry " he shook his head and placed a hand on my cheek. I slapped his hand away from me. "Get out" I said calmly. "I didn't mean to-" "Get out George" I gestured to the door. I slammed the door behind him. What had I done? What the fuck had I done?

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Hey guys, I just wanted to thank you for reading this story :) I'm sorry that I've not updated in ages, but I've had exams and that's been my main focus. Sorry that this is a short chapter but more of the drama will be coming soon ❤️